End of The Year "The Challenge"

So I was facebook and my little sister posted a note to her future husband. It has been three years since I had a husband let a long even thought about the idea of write him a note. As I was reading the note I heard the Holy Spirit say write you one to. Speak to him so that he knows that you are valuable to him and that you can communicate. Don't wait to you have him, prepare for him now and share the notes with others that they may be inspired. Well I shared my notes on facebook but I figure why not blog them. So today I will catch you up on my Dear Future Husband Series that I started and continue to blog through out the rest of the year. After I have caught you up I will then expand my notes with more details. I hope you enjoy and be inspired to start writing your note of appreciation for your spouse if you are married and if you are single I hope that you start writing to your future spouse.

Don't Move

Psalm 46:10 He says, “Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.”
David is amazing to me. The psalms that I read still speak to me today as they did for David when he was in a cave with the people plotting, complaining, and judging him for his obedience. It's just like us to wonder if we did right based on how people respond? But in the scripture GOD tells David, to be still and know that he is GOD. How many times have we wanted to move because of GOD's stillness?   Well today as we pray remember this GOD's timing is never setup like ours.  When we think he is late and has forgotten about us, we find out he was on time and always thinking about us. Don't move because you feel like that's what you should be doing, stay still and allow Daddy to do what he does best, perfect the situation for this glory. 


Prayer: Daddy thank you always reminding us that even in your stillness you are still moving and that our movement can't equate to what you are doing. Daddy today we ask you that you help us be still help us to have a mindset of "don't move" when you called us to be still in you. It's so hard to be still when things seem to be so overwhelming, and when moving is the only way that we can get away from it. Daddy teach us that stillness in you equals your glory and the exaltation of your name.  That to be still is to trust you with all things even if we think we have a great solution for them. We thank you that in all things you get the glory and in our stillness we gain wisdom to move in the test with grace, to be overwhelm with your mercy and favor. Daddy will don't move and will not move until you tell us to. We yield to your stillness know that whatever is going to happen the outcome is we have the victory. In Jesus Name. AMEN

The Covenant

Good morning Daddy! It's been a while since our last conversation. So much has happen. I really don't know where to start. I have turned a year older and in this age I have realized that there are things about me that I need to strip away. But I have also founded out that in this season in my life there are some covenants that I need to be stripped and some that I need to keep. There are covenants that are the links to my future and connected to my assignment. There are covenants that need to be stripped, torn down, and destroyed that keep me in the cycle of insanity. Daddy I have an issue though covenants are hard to break they are like soul ties to the tenth power. What do I do, with the covenants that have created lifetime changes but are unhealthy? How do I say good-bye the covenants that I value but in the end have only destroyed me?

Daughter I applaud you for knowing the important value of a covenant and realizing their affect on your life. But daughter there are times when those covenants need to be broken. When they become unhealthy and cause you to compromise who I called you to be and where you should be going. When you read about the covenants in the bible you will notice two things about them. There was some type of dysfunction before the covenant was made, and when the covenant is made there is a completion of an assignment for both parties and it causes a ripple effect that will effect generations to come. Covenants are meant to promote, but because you live in a world of corruption you find yourself in covenants that mean you no good. Hold fast daughter in know that in this season I am renewing my covenants with my children. I am reminding them of the promises that I have spoke years ago when my son was on earth and even after I form Adam and Eve. Daughter you want to know how you say good-bye or break the ties of life changing covenants? Yes Daddy..... You say good-bye you realize that the covenants you had with them wasn't for you to keep. That what you saw wasn't what they were. When you have have sex outside of my will, you create a covenant with that person. Do you hold on to your covenant with them because you like the sin that comes with it? "No, Daddy!" So why would you hold on to something that is killing you slowly and causing delay in your promotion and next assignment? Don't get your covenants confused with assignments. Just because they were around for a long time and you connected doesn't mean it was a covenant. It can simply mean they have a long assignment in your life. When you are able to see their time in your life as an assignment and not a covenant then you will be able to say good-bye. You will be able to strip yourself of the verbal agreement that you all made. Everyone is not meant for you to be in covenant with and as you grow closer to the completion of your assignment to move into your next promotion and another assignment you need to be careful of who you surround yourself around. This is the season for you to create covenants and in doing so know that conflict will come, dysfunction will be present, but on the other side is the covenant I created the two of you for. Not for you to profit from, but for the generations that you will birth. Just look at David and Jonathan. Jonathan didn't live long enough to see the manifest of the covenant he made with David, but his grandson who was not even in the position to seat at the king's table received the benefits of his grandfather's covenant with David. So know dear daughter your covenants are precious and will secure the future of your seeds, and your seeds' seeds.

Ok, Daddy I get it. I keep focusing on the wrong thing. I am waiting on the manifestation of my covenant with others when in reality I may never see it, but the generations that are birth out of me will reap from what I have sown in covenant agreement. That I have confused assignment with covenant and that I will know when I am in covenant or need to make a covenant and when it is an assignment. Right daughter. You have my  Holy Spirit as your guide, use him and know that he will direct you to the right people to make the right covenants with. Yes Daddy! I love you! I Love you too daughter and as always I love our heart to hearts.

The Assignment

Daddy what do you always have me doing assignments that take more out of me than putting more into me? Or those assignments that make me feels so uncomfortable that I don't even know why you chose me to do them? Daughter why would't I choose you to do them? Why would I assign you to them? I have called you to do something bigger than you so that I can get the glory. Nothing I assign you to is about you!!! NOTHING!!! Your life is not even about you... your heart and wanted to be love is not about you... Having money, a job, kids, wanting to get married, being a wife, or anything that you desire in your heart, is NEVER about YOU!!! You are a rented vessel that I called forth to do three things while present on this earth. One, to commune with me... Daughter I enjoy our conversations, but I just wish you would want to talk to your Daddy more often than you do. If you did there would be things in your life you wouldn't have to face or even think about. You would be in a happier place, enjoy my joy, grace, mercy, and presence. Not stressing how this is going to get pay, why you living from paycheck to paycheck, or even focused on your singleness. Two, to draw closer to you. Daughter there times where me being in your presence is just as important as you wanting me in your presence. Note Daughter that I don't need you, but I want you. I created you from the image of us. You are in the likeness of me and because you are in the image in me I need all of me to be close to me. I never want to feel that you have place other things and gods before me. I want to know that you appreciate me and understand that without me there will be no you. Last, I need your love. I need the kiss you can't give any other.... Your worship. To worship me sets the tone, atmosphere, the acceptance of my presence. To worship me means you surrender all that is and you pick up all that's me. You never are willing to do things without my permission and you understand that your purpose is beyond your understanding. If you... Daughter can hold up to these three things that make up your assignment, then you will feel depend on the things that only I can give. When things go wrong your level of anxiety will not go up, because you understand what your Daddy can do and when he can do. Daughter be honored to have this assignment to be close to me, to know me, to love me, to worship me, knowing that it gives us more time together. I love you Daughter and only want the best and greater for you... I love you too Daddy... By the way I will accept the assignment. You can't deny what I have called you to Daughter... (Laugh)... Your are so right Daddy!

The Isolation

Daddy this morning as I reflect on my life I realize how alone physically I feel. I know that you are always with me and that you will never leave me, but this season seems to be one that is dry and remote. My finances are not lining up, my heart seeks love that seems to be no where to be found, and I feel like my friends that are left are slowly shift in a position that I am suppose to be at, but have no clue on how to get there. Daddy what is this season what is this isolation that I feel right? Why is so dry in my life? I am doing what you tell me... I am praying more, seeking your more, worshiping more, and just trying to put my all our relationship. Tell me Daddy what am I doing wrong? What has me in this desert? Why am I here? Daughter, it seems that you are upset to be in this remote and desert place. I am Daddy.... I really am!!! Well daughter let me assure you that what you see as dry and remote is actually a place full and  fruitful. I have told my prophets to prophecy and speak life to dry bones... My son has raised what man declared dead to life.... I never do dry things Daughter. I never do remote and isolation without producing life and something bigger. I never place people my sons or daughters alone without purpose. What you see as isolation, I see as growth, as strength, as a calling being manifested, as an opportunity for you to receive rest from life and intimate time with me. Daughter what you see as isolation, for me is a moment of truth, grace, love, and joy. It is a time for me to give you instruction. I told Moses to go the mountains so that I could give him commands, I told David to go to the caves so that I can make him a great leader, worshiper, and king. Daughter do you see that this isolation that you describe as sad, barren, disappointing, and alone, is actually not that. That isolation is the time for me to create life. I hear you Daddy I do.. But Daddy I feel so broken... I feel so alone... Daughter I need you broken so you can know that I can only put you back together again. I want you broken so I can fill what seems to be like cracks in your life with the things of me. I want you broken, because it's at the moment of brokenness that you seek me. Turn to me and give me thanks and see what will happen. If you turn to me and give me thanks in your brokenness you will see what was once was a dry, remote, desert place become a place of fruitfulness, full of life and prosperity. I know that this remote place is not comfortable and the feeling of loneliness seems heavy and unbearable, but Daughter I am your Father and I have never let you down. I am your Daddy and the intimacy that we have can never outweigh the isolation that you are feeling. Know that if I did it before I can do it again with greater. I did it for so many that this season you call "the isolation," is a piece of cake for me. I know it may seem like you been here for forever, but know that I am breaking the dry ground and growing grass. Ok! Ok Daddy! I will trust you, know that this isolation season is not what it seems. Daughter what a great start. If you allow me to change your sight you will see what I see. Have faith, stand strong, trust me, and hang on. I am about to blow your mind and show you that I am your Daddy not just the one of the old or new testament but the one of the present. Hold fast to my promises and know that I am not a man that I would lie to you and that I have prepared something greater than your mind could ever phantom. Ok Daddy! Daughter I love you so much, that there is not a word or words that you could understand that I could express to explain my love; that's why I put it into action by allowing my son be the sacrificial lamb for my sons and daughters. I love you my heart and joy! You are my Daughter of purpose, position, and promise. Just know that this is not isolation, this is intimate time with me.

The Evidence

About a week ago I had the opportunity to be in the mist of healing session. Two friends who had been praying for healing in two different ways but the same area. One was in need of a breakthrough when it came to conceiving the other healing from an operation. Both needed something new to happen with their husbands and marriage and even their attitude about their marriage. Have you been there? Seeking GOD for a change but not changing your attitude about what you seeking change in or for? I have... My Prayers would be like...Daddy please change my heart about this.... or Daddy please allow me to have a better attitude about this.... But no where in waiting on Daddy to do his thing that I did mine. No where did I speak positive about the situation or even allow there to be a place of praise and thanksgiving about the expected outcome. SIDEBAR: The evidence of what you asking Daddy to manifest is in your pre response not your post. Stop waiting to see the signs and wonders of Daddy working on your behalf and start thanking him that he has worked on your behalf and the signs and wonders will only add to your testimony. Ok... Sorry back to the post. So while out of town we had the opportunity to have a conversation with a great man of GOD who gave us words for all our situations. But it was not only the conviction that brought breaking, but the evidence. The evidence of the breathe or wind of GOD. What is the breathe or wind of  GOD? The Holy Spirit, the one that JESUS called the comforter. John 14:16-18 says: 16 And I will pray the Father, and he shall give you another Comforter, that he may abide with you for ever;17 Even the Spirit of truth; whom the world cannot receive, because it seeth him not, neither knoweth him: but ye know him; for he dwelleth with you, and shall be in you. 18 I will not leave you comfortless: I will come to you. (KJV)

The evidence of Daddy's love after giving his son to be sacrificed can be found in the post resurrection event of JESUS talking to his disciples. He not only calls the Holy Spirit the comforter, but, is truth, a gift that the world would not be able to receive, and he would dwell with you always. Then in the end of it, JESUS leaves us with the evidence that he will never leave us (you) comfortless. What does this have to do with anything you ask? The evidence of the Holy Spirit allow us to have the evidence of peace and comfort, because he is our truth he allows what we see to be blocked and reveals what Daddy sees for us.  The evidence of the comforter even goes farther when we look at Acts 1 & 2 and see the story of the day of Pentecost and how people were filled with the Holy Spirit, baptized in the spirit, and the spirit was poured out. The evidence!  This same evidence is what my friends in their situations experience. The out pour of the Holy Spirit and the manifestation of great comfort. I think this is what Daddy want for us, but because of unsure faith of the manifestation of the  results we seek or the results we can't control; we miss the evidence of the Holy Spirit. But we must remember that in the out pouring the evidence of the Holy Spirit yield supernatural result that cause life changing actions.

Prayer: Daddy so many times we find ourselves asking for things that we must first prepare ourselves for. That we must lean not on our own understanding and vision, but the vision and understanding of you. We seek your supernatural without tapping into what you have place in us, The Comforter... The Holy Spirit. Daddy as we yield our issues, situations, and circumstances to you, we not only take upon an attitude of victory, but an attitude of tapping into the evidence of the comforter. That the Holy Spirit shall pour out a breathe of comfort and truth, guiding us to a place of purpose in you. Daddy thank you for the Holy Spirit. Holy Spirit thank you for interceding on our behalf, for setting the atmosphere for supernatural results from Daddy, for being the comforter we need in hard, unrealistic, faithless, and hopeless times in our lives. We thank you JESUS for your sacrifices for your promise to never leave us comfortless. In JESUS name...AMEN!

The Gift

John 3:16: "For GOD so love the world that he gave, his only son that whoever believes in him shall have every lasting life."
The gift of love is so great and unconditional. As I think about the gift of love that Daddy has shown me I get overwhelm with joy and gratitude. I was listening to a great sermon when I had the minister say "Love never counts its giving." What a power statement. To know that Daddy give up his only son to gain access to millions of sons and daughters that didn't even understand the giving at the time. What a gift!!! To know that Daddy continues to give you love despite...whatever sin you commit. What a great gift!! That when you rise every morning you possess the word of breath in you. In Genesis it states that "He breathed life into the nostrils of man." What a gift!!! To know that every time you breath in and out that your are breathing the beginning and end of what Daddy breathed into Adam when he created him. What a great gift!!! What an awesome gift!!! Know that you possess a gift that Jesus went to hell for just so that you can have an eternal life. A gift that give you access to an eternal heritage of provision, protection, and promise. A gift that took only one person's sacrifice so you wouldn't have to die in your sin and give you access to the father. A gift that can't be place on a value scale. One that overrides what others say about you. One that opens the doors to Daddy's presence and gives you a personal intercessor. WHAT A GIFT!!!  So today as you deal with situations, issues, and circumstances, remember the gift that was given to you. And if you are reading this and you have not accepted the gift can I extend the gift to you. If you want the gift and all that it can give you just pray this prayer with a heart of acceptance and faith: Daddy I am sorry that I have allow my own will to outweigh the gift your son's life. Forgive me! Forgive me for the things that have hindered me from see the value of this gift and the worth of it on my life. Right I believe that you JESUS are that gift and I receive you with an open heart and a submitting will. I believe JESUS that you died for me, fought for me, and  rose with all power in your that I may have eternal life and access to the father. I give you me in exchange for you. In JESUS Name. AMEN!!!

Prayer: Daddy I thank you for those that read this message about the gift and give their lives to you and received the most valuable gift that they could except... JESUS. Daddy I thank you for the gift. The gift of something that no man could create only you can give. I thank for the gift. The gift to be your daughter, to be your servant, to be who you called and purpose me to be; with faith and boldness, lacking nothing, with holding nothing. Daddy we thank you for the newness of your grace, the forgiveness of your mercy, and the peace of your joy. Thank you for being our Daddy. In JESUS Name... AMEN

The Experience

On this past weekend after a girls roadtrip (which was suppose to be a day thing, that turned into a weekend) I got to experience something new that remind me of the story of the man whose friends place him in the center of healing in a house. So let me retell the story that can be found in Mark 2:4; Luke 5:19. So Jesus was in the town healing people and he was doing it in a house that fully packed with people that were seeking and getting healed. These friends of a paralyzed man decided that they need to bring their friend to this house so that JESUS could heal him. Well they couldn't get through the doors of the house due to the crowd, but they were desperate to get their friend healed. So with teamwork and careful planning they climb to the roof top of the house with their friend who was laying on a cot and beginning to tear the roof off the house. SIDEBAR: You need people in your life who are willing to think outside the box, and who are desperate to see you healed. Ok... Back to the story. So the friends created an opening big enough to lower the friend who was paralyzed and on the cot down to the center of the crowd and in front of JESUS. SIDEBAR: I don't know where they got the rope to attach to the cot to lower him down, but can I tell you, you always need friends that are prepared... So let's continue the story.... JESUS stop and said to the man... Because of the faith of your friends you are healed... Now it doesn't say anything about what happen to the friends, but in my Holy Ghost Imagination (that's what a former pastor of mine use to say) I know that JESUS healed his friends to... Why you say that, you ask? Because it was their selflessness, faith, perseverance, and reluctance love for their friend that they went to the extreme to get their friend healed. JESUS acknowledge that and in his acknowledge I feel he was speaking healing, prosperity, and blessings to them and their household. So with that being said let me go back to the story of my girls roadtrip. We were at a friends house, who told us that we needed to meet this young man who was a prophet. We were open and we had all been a place of needing something great to happen spiritually. So the young man came and begin to prophecy to us individually; afterwards, he begin to pray for two of the friends that came with me on the trip. Well why he prayed, I touch and agree and intercede for them as well. They in return got to experience the power of GOD's glory and healing with the evidence of the Holy Spirit. Now after every thing was over I beginning to experience the healing that I had been seeking Daddy for. Because of their experience I gain a blessing too. Just like the friends of the paralyzed man. Their faith manifested his healing, but they returned got blessed too. That's just like Daddy. He creates an opportunity for one person to get a direct experience of him, but in return others get to experience the effect of his glory too.

Prayer: Daddy thank you for the experience. The experience of your new grace and mercy daily. Your love and eternal peace. Your gift of life and the title to be your child, to be called son or daughter. Daddy we enjoy the experience of you period, never taking it for granted, never losing sight of its value in and over our life. Daddy thank you for the experience of your healing, your provision, and protection through the blood of JESUS. Thank you for the opportunity to always be able to come to you for ourselves and experience the weight of your glory. To dwell in the presence of you. We love you Daddy and we understand that an experience with you is greater than anything that this world could ever offer. In JESUS Name.... AMEN!

The Vision

I am sure you have heard of the famous vision scripture found in Habakkuk 2:2-3: “Write the vision, make it plan that he who reads it can run with it. But the part B is what really gets me... For still the vision awaits its appointed time; it hastens to the end – it will not lie. If it seems slow, wait for it; it will surely come; it will not delay. It will not delay... What a vision! Not only does GOD tell us to write the vision, but he lets us know that it will not come to pass as soon as we right it, that it will have an appointed time for it's manifestation. When it comes to vision there are three ways that we can categorized the sight of. These three vision categories are:

Clear Vision: the ability to notice and acknowledge the facts but activate the faith. Having the boldness to write the vision down and await its appointed time and to be patient enough to wait for its manifestation with confidence

• When you have clear vision you understand that failures are the cosigners to success.

Blurry Vision: knowing and focusing on the facts with the knowledge of what faith can do. Having the courage to write the vision, but doubting in your waiting. Praying for the promise that has already been cosigned by GOD with YES and Amen!

• Placing your value more on your failures over your accomplishments. Allowing yourself to bounded with doubt, confusion, frustration., and stuck in a cycle of insecurity.
• Here you must seek the prayer of Proverbs 3:5: ”Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not to your own understanding; and in all your ways submit him and he will make your path straight.”

Blindness: faithfully doubting in the vision of your heart and paralyzed in fear that you can't even write down the vision.

• Can’t see pass the pain of your past, because the pain is still in your present. You are bound by lack, ignorance, and stubbornness.
• In his vision category you must pray Isaiah 43:18-19: “ Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing!”

Now that you know where your vision could be and were it should be, evaluate your vision. Are you possessing a clear vision or one that has you totally blind. Whatever your vision know that Daddy can take you where you need to be only if your wait, hold fast, and trust in his YES and AMEN.

Prayer: Daddy vision is what you had when you form this place we call earth. You saw darkness and created light. You saw void and created substance. You saw loneliness and created partnership. Daddy as we write our visions, give us clarity on the process we should take. Allow us to be connected with our runners, helping us to wait on timing that is perfect for its manifestation. Daddy allow our vision to be that of clear and not blindness. Help us to disconnect ourselves for people, places, and things that keep us in the place of blindness. Daddy we know that in the end you will get the glory and because of that we stay encouraged, hopeful, and remain excited at the greatness of what you bring forth through our obedience. In Jesus Name! AMEN

The Attitude of A Daughter

Ok.. I am coming to you Daddy because I realize that my attitude stinks. I mean truly stinks. For the past couple of months I have allowed myself to be sounded by my issues, situations, and circumstances, while trying to be there for others. I have cause myself to be moved, wavered, and persuaded by the things that others discussed with me. I have a bad attitude Daddy. I mean I am at a point where people just truly get on my nervous and I wonder why they are in my life..UGH Daddy I am totally disappointed with how I feel right now. Don't even know how this feeling came to be, but I do know that I don't like it and it's not me. I do know that this is not Christ like of me. Daddy this is not the attitude of your daughter. This is not how your children are suppose to look. I am filled with envy, which is bubbles over into jealousy, which manifest into anger, and result in disappointment. This is not the attitude of your daughter Daddy. What do I do? What can I pray? To get back to the attitude of your daughter? Daughter seek my word, change your behavior towards me. I have and still am a routine to you. You have to understand that you can't place me inside your box or a box period. I know you stress and strained about the prayers you feel I have not heard or answered. I know you think that things are coming against you and you doubtful about what this life has to offer. I know you had things under control and now they are out of your control. I know that you feel like things are happening for everyone but you. But daughter that should not change your attitude about the goodness of who I am as you father, provider, protector, love, friend, husband, counselor, listening year, and most of all your GOD. Did you forget that I am the "I AM?" Have you forgotten that I will and my will is greater than yours. Daughter change your attitude by changing your sight. Stop looking at the big picture or even the picture through your eyes. Stop looking at things as failure and start looking at the promise victory that I have always told you about. I know you feel like things are not working out in your favor and that you feel incomplete in certain areas. But you are whole in me. Stop looking at things in the perspective of time and opportunity and start looking at things in praise my glory. Here is what I need you to pray when your attitude doesn't look like mine:

*Prayer: Daddy this is the day that you have made I will rejoice and be glad in it. I believe that I will look up at the goodness of you and live in the land of the living. I will rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation be constant in prayer. For Daddy I know that this light momentary affliction is preparing me for an eternal weight of glory beyond comparison. I know that whatever I ask in prayer I will receive only if I have faith. I will destroy arguments and every lofty opinion raised against the knowledge of  you Daddy, and take every thought captive to obey Christ. I will put off my old self and be made new in the attitude of my mind. Whatever I do I will do it all for the glory of you Daddy. Understanding that I must believe in your exists and seek you to see your rewards. I know that without faith it's impossible to please you Daddy; therefore, I look not to the things that are seen, but to the things that are unseen. For the things that are seen are transient, but the things that are unseen are eternal. Daddy today I place these things into effect in my life by sealing them in Jesus name  and agreeing to this decree with AMEN.

Now daughter pray these things when your attitude seem to to be out of place and it start to stink. Because while you are praying my Holy Spirit is convicting and the blood of my son Jesus is correcting. Remember my grace is sufficient it never runs out and it renews itself daily. Stay focus on me and stop trying to control what is out of your hands or not even meant for you to handle. I have you , but you have to truly trust me with your every thing. I will Daddy! I will work on trusting you moving in your yes instead of  going against your no and my it is so. Well Daughter that's all I ask. Love you! Love you too Daddy.

* The following are scriptures used to write the prayer. They are listed as they appeared in the prayer:
Ps118:24, Ps27:13, Rom12:12, 2Cor4:17, Matt21:22, 2Cor10:5, Eph 4:22-23, 1Cor10:31, Heb11:6, and 2Cor4:18 EVS and NIV