Ear Drops

 So after the revelation from Sunday the Holy Spirit has been on talk mode while I was on silent. For the next 60 days I will dedicating myself to hear from God....Before my 60 days started I prayed for God to speak loud and clear... Well let's just say GOD answered my prayers and gave me... Ear drops. Let me tell you what eat drops do... They take the fluid that is in your ear and push it out. I know that sounds simply.... but like anything that use to make you feel better, the ear drops come with instructions and different forms....Some forms can cause your hearing to become worst if done in ample amounts. For instance... If you use too many ear drops this  will cause more fluid to build in your ear causing your hearing to get worst. This form is usually found in the mist of the influence of people on your life who speak negatively in your into your life... If you use too little you cause the process to be slow and tidies. This form of use is usually the result of your timing....Today GOD it's me and you... GOD I got to do this...that... and the other.... Ooh but if you use the right amount you can hear with clarity and ease....We call this form obedience... this form produces faith, favor, trust, the ability to press, push, and experience the peace and joy of GOD.... Can I tell you GOD prescribed me some ear drops, and I use them as directed and I can hear. Yes! I thought putting a lot of drops in ear would speed up the process but... I stop putting too many in because I couldn't take the fluid and muffling sound, plus the process was still slow.. I never put to little because I always wanted progress. So in obedience I choose the GOD instructions, his word.... and his voice became clear....So if the voice of God is muffled to you or faint ask for some spiritual ear drops...they work.... P.S. there are eye drops too.

Prayer: Daddy thank you for the ability to hear your voice and the ear drops of your Holy Spirit that speak to us, pushing away the thing that causes blockage to Your voice and instructions. In Jesus name. Amen

The Revelation

Today while driving home from prayer I got convicted by the Holy Spirit. And all I can say is ouch. I was driving thinking bout some things I have really been praying for... and The Holy Spirit said to me what if it ain’t time... I was like what. I had a conversation earlier with GOD bout my healing and the anxiety I w...as feeling. And he was like what if it ain’t time.... I know that’s not right English. But question... what if it isn’t (for the proper saints...lol) time? What if it ain’t time to get married, have the babies, move into the house, or even get healed???? That’s deep... what if your prayers aren’t been answered cause you really don’t trust GOD you just say you do... I know... I know you saying girl I trust GOD... ok... you do let me see... have in the mist doing what the doctors said, ask GOD what he needs you to do in order that you get in the proper position to accept and receive the manifestation of your prayer with clarity and understanding??? Or you saying GOD thank you... do some praise and worship... and do what you think should be done until GOD manifested the prayer.??? It’s so amazing that we go to the doctor we listen to his diagnoses, we get the prescription filled, we change our lifestyle, and we make an follow up appointment.... but when it comes to GOD we ask... we praise, worship, say thanks, and then do our own thing to speed up the process... no follow up or nothing.... just the question GOD where are you.... He is waiting for you to ask and follow instructions.... stop saying GOD I trust you without a follow up...(ouch). You may not be able to get married cause you haven’t truly married GOD... You may not see your physically healing, cause you don’t wait to address your spiritual... you may not see the seeds of your womb because you haven’t taken care of the spiritual seeds GOD has given you.... (ouch...) You are so stuck on time and following the instructions of the world that you causing your own delay through your self afflictions... you taking matters in your hand without GOD instructions, will equal the disappoints that hunt you from your past... and the blame you keep in present, that spills into your future (MAY GOD TODAY)now please know I am preaching to myself cause everything I list... I desire, prayed for, cried about, and even gotten but end up getting hurt by... so know that the conviction is first hand... I'mpraying for everyone that reads this... to evaluate the tactics of their faith and trust in GOD... cause I know I am....

Prayer: Daddy you are so awesome, that you are willing to give us the desires of our heart if we just ask... but not only that you are willing and able to give us clear instructions on how to see, obtain, and multiple the manifestation of each prayer we pray with wisdom, clarity, and understanding... that we may not do our “what we think or know how",” but simply ask you what are the next steps... we have cause our own self affliction doing it our way... so Daddy we ask that you forgive us.... open ears and heart to be bold enough to do what you say and ask of us... Daddy help us not to create a routine of obedience with you, but a passion to be obedient to you... Jesus name. Amen

A Stubborn Daughter

Daddy today I read a quote that truly describe how I feel. It simply said.... “Father I feel like you have became foe, rather than a friend, because my heart seems more heavy than light... but no matter how I feel I will stubbornly rest myself in your arms until.... So what are you going to do Daddy now that I have submitted myself to you? Daddy today I’m stubbornly coming into your presence, be...cause I realize how I feel is not the reality of what you called me to be or where I should be. Daddy I realize that you choose me first. And being chosen causes me to stick out and no matter what I decide your will, will always override it. Daddy it hurts.... And I am sure Jesus can understand that this world is not receptive to those that are different, those that don’t fit into their mode. Daddy how can I be for you and live in this world with the abundant life Jesus says I can find in him, because I am in him? How do I adjust to the loneliness of not being able to do xyz and still have joy while other enjoy the xyz I long for. How do I smile while being judge by the crowds. When other think I have a mask... how do I explain to them I am not wearing a mask just learning how to trust you with my hurt? That I act ok because you said you would handle it...that I act as though it’s not a big deal cause you are healing it... that I want to speak my hurt with joy, because I know it’s my testimony not my earthly story. It makes me better, build charter, and adds to my track list with you... How daddy do I say Daddy has me ... I am trying to trust the process??? How daddy do I say I am facing the facts and building my faith by laying it down at your feet??? It hurts, you know. Daughter why overwhelm yourself with things you can’t control? Why become frustrated with a plan that is meant to grow you. I have called you out. Yes I choose you... I have called you to be apart of a generation of priesthood, a nation that’s Holy. My son suffered ever cost I knew you would have to pay by being in this world. If you will be the salt of the earth and allow your light to shine on the hill...this world will conform to my will and you can see the abundant life that my son promise you with his life. The day you establish yourself in me and my word no longer will it be promises it will become establish facts. Don’t worry bout this world and it’s thoughts towards you nor the thoughts of those connected or around you. I am calling you to a new thing, helping you to become anew... where you going your old mindset can’t take you, so what others think is a mask is actually a veil that I have covered you with. Your loneliness is not what it seems, it’s actually me trying to develop a consistent relationship with you. I want all of you... my heart desire is that you sing to me every morning this simply song...” Daddy give you, everything else can wait.” I will wait for you... I will I will...My Daughter, my heart.

You Will Not Drown

When you go through deep waters and great trouble, I will be with you. When you go through rivers of difficulty, you will not drown!---Isaiah 43:2

So many times life itself can drown you in problems.. If it's not bills....it's family...finances...the house....children...spouse...the list can go on and on....but rest assure that in the mist of feeling beyond overwhelmed......Daddy will not only lift up a standard but he will teach you how to swim, conquer, experience his glory, and understand victory in him... so don't try to swim and worry.... the weight of worry will not drown you, but it will cause you to become blind to seeing THE LIFE SAVER.

Prayer: Daddy the things of life can seem so heavy that it seems like we are drowning in life and that we can't get to a place of safety or even catch a break... but in those moments Daddy remind us that you are our forage... that you will lift up a standard and command the sea of life, the wave of destruction, and the rocking of doubt to cease and your peace that surpasses our understand will take place and over take us like the wind that blow to and fro. Thank you Daddy in you we have victory and that you are our personal lifesaver! In Jesus Name! Amen

I will

I will take you as my own people, and I will be your God. Then you will know that I am the Lord your God, who brought you out from under the yoke of the Egyptians.---Exodus6:7

What are you willing to do? It's amazing that when "I will" is found in the Bible it's an action of obedience or promise.

So I will go to the leaders and speak to them; surely they know the way of the Lord, the requirements of their God.” But with one accord they too had broken off the yoke and torn off the bonds.---Jeremiah5:5

See obedience... But is the "I will" you are speaking out your mouth? For me, my "I will" is... "LORD, I will if you"... are you like me? Do you have an “if” in your spirit at times when it comes to doing something that's uncomfortable to you or out your norm... “GOD I will if....”you give me a sign that I should... “Daddy I will if”.... you just let me get through this one thing or do this one thing....

Our "I will" should be pure with no apprehensions, fear of failure, disappoint, or doubt...but sometimes our "I will" causes us to be in a position of discomfort, one that leads to a place of questioning, and conversation that is unproductive. We need to recognize that this is not the “I will” of the father, but the “I will” of the enemy.... The “I will” of the enemy looks like that of GOD's “I will,” but it followed by negative thinking, speaking, and even seeing. To know the difference and act in the “I will” of the father one must stay in close connection with him. Reading his word, speaking his life, and truly trusting him with a heart of obedience and love.

Prayer: Father “We Will” not because it's right, not because we can, but because it pleases your heart that we do. “We Will,” because you have called us to a place that we are equipped for the will you have assigned us to. We know that say “We Will,” is simply a yes to you, your word, will, and way. So Daddy we say “YES We Will!” YES WE WILL!!! Daddy we know there is power in our yes. Our “Yes We Will” opens doors, ushers in your presence, bring wholeness to our lives, releases your glory, brings your honor, and empowers us to conquer every attack, assignment, and ambush of the enemy... Thank you Daddy for reminding us that “we will” upgrades us to another level in you. In JESUS name we PRAY and GIVE THANKS! AMEN

Let's Stay Together

Daddy I sing to you: All that I have needed Thou has provided, great is thou faithfulness, LORD to me! Daddy to know that your faithfulness never fails brings me a joy that my heart has never know. To live at presence of your faithfulness allow me to walk with confidence in knowing that I have value when the world tells me that my value no longer exist. Thank you Daddy in letting me know that  there is nothing I can do to lose your faithfulness towards me. Thank you for letting me know that your faithfulness is not based on my obedience, love, conversation, actions, words, or even works. It's based on your love, and the obedience, love, conversation, actions, words, and works that I do take me to another level in you and your faithfulness. Daddy man has hurt me so many times with his love, words, works, actions, and even his own desire and will,  Daddy it's a relief to know that in the mist of their  actions of hurting me, you will heal me, restore me, revive me, and finally make me a new. You make all things new Daddy. Everything that I thought I lost in investing in the heart of man and the desire of fulfilling my needs and dreams, you give back to me in your timing, with greater value. You teach me lesson of your unconditional love, the permission of your promises, the greatness of your grace, the submission of your mercy, the comfort of your joy, and the productivity of your peace. Daddy thank you for being who you are. Daughter you are all that I need to get by... My love song for you today as I sing over you, is I'm so love with you...I want to spend eternal life  with you...since we been together...loving you forever is what I want to do...Let me be the one you coming running to.... I will never be untrue... Daughter let's stay together... Loving you whether times are good, bad, happy or sad … I want us to stay together because I am not going any where.. I am here to love you and be with you until you and I are together in eternity... I will love you beyond the love you know, carry you beyond the limits you are use to... protect you from danger you are unaware of... You are truly Daddy's Girl...
Love Daddy