Losing Myself

Daddy I am losing myself... I'm losing my hearing...My vision seems foggy...My heart seems like it keeps lacking love...And to feel your touch seem like a distant memory. Daddy I am surrounded by a world that tells me to pray for someone is unethical... that I can't even have a moment of silence, because it's a waste of the company's time. Daddy I sit at my desk hearing problem after problem while dealing with my own personal problems... I have deadlines...projects...and this and that to do before I close my eyes and start the routine of life again....Daddy I am losing myself...I don't know if I am sad, happy, anxious, or just here...Daddy I try to make time for you... I have a routine...I have you in my schedule... But I think my schedule is getting caught up in something else...Daddy I am losing me...I want me back... Daughter, You are not losing yourself... you are losing me...You have allowed the world to influence your world  and you not allow my Holy Spirit and the love of my son influence your world. You can't be a light when you are full of darkness... or salt when you find yourself being bitter.... The world has you completing its task, but you are neglecting the task of my world...Now don't get me wrong I want you to complete your work and every assignment that your career requires, but come to me first for assistance....As a matter of fact you have your own private assistant that I give direct instructions to daily for you...Have you tried him? Have you even told him what you need... Do you even know him? My Holy Spirit... Have you asked him to help you? Have you calm yourself to hear his instructions from me. Have you ask my SON to love you as you give yourself to others? Have you given me the time I need to refuel you? You are lost daughter... But it's not because of your responsibilities, it's because you have not prioritized me first in your world. I can find you no matter how the world may bury you in their task of check lists. I can give you what you want and  need if you make me first. So daughter are you ready to be found? Are you ready to be restored to your proper place and position? Are you ready for the fool proof plan to never getting lost again? Yes, Daddy I'm ready... Well daughter give me your hand... rest in my arms... for I am about to make your task list consist of one thing... ME.....In me there is peace...rest for your soul... and passion to carry on through the storm of life...I have found you.

With infinite love and outstand peace,

Daddy