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Daddy.. I am not ready... I am not equipped to handle this... Why did you even call me to this... This is not for me... I'm not comfortable... I feel like you are distant... Daddy...Daddy... Daddy!!! Daddy...are you truly sure you want me to do this? I know I said yes and all... I know I told you I was available to you... But this... This is to much for me...I...I...(in tears)....Daddy HELP me!!!! Daughter the world has made you blind to my vision...Let me adjust your sight...There.. Daughter...have you forgotten...I live inside you....I created you... I never called you to the purposes you are comfortable with... I called you to the assignments that cause you to grow.. the ones that make you feel helpless... so you can know that it's not by your strength, but mines that you complete the task...I never told you that our relationship would be easy...that living for me will always be a reward of my glory and presence....I told you that I would never leave you or forsake you... that my love is ever ending... it has no limits....I never told you that you would be equipped..I told you to be obedient...I never told you that you wouldn't have to lose in order to win...I told you to show up to the battle that I may get the glory....What you consider a lost is a win for me... what you consider a win is a blockage to my next step in your life...Don't focus on the process, rejoice in the fact that you are progressing...Love me...seek me... obey me...ask the Holy Spirit for guidance...open your heart for the assignment...desire my glory....lay in my presence....I know it seems like a hopeless task...that everyone has left you high and dry...that you have invest in everything and everyone, but no one seems to be around when you need the investment back....I know this is not the place of joy for you...but take heart in my peace...stand in your faith...be confident in my boldness...hold fast to my promises...Since my word will not return to me voided...like man's....Let go of your familiar...and get comfortable with my unfamiliar...I have a customized path created with your name on it....all you have to do is step on the road and I will help you with the rest...You are ready...because you Simply said "YES!" Your yes...simply activated my will for your life...my ways for your action...and my word for you instructions...Just go with the flow and watch Daddy work... I will never let you down, because you represent me and nothing about me says failure...---Take a breath, Daddy has you...