No Defense...No Dialogue...No Distractions

Daddy I have to defend myself... I am tired of them talking about me.. They don't know.. they weren't there....why they just can't accept my decision...why do I feel the need to please them...Daddy... I gotta keep talking about it,....It still bothers me... I know I forgave, he/she, them, they....I know you told me to let go... but how??? I have to have dialogue with someone about it... UGH!!! Do I have to talk about it always... YES...I need to talk about it Daddy....it makes me analyze what I need to not do the next time... what I need look for the next time...I am distracted Daddy... by what the world has to offer.. what goals I have to accomplish... the need to fit in...to show that I can...I did it DADDY!!!... I am distracted, by what I haven't accomplished...it should have been done about 5 years ago...see here is the date in my journal... age 25.. married...26...practice in place....27....pregnant with 1st baby... see daddy (pointing at journal notes)...it's right here...DADDY!!!! Daughter calm down... there is no need for a defense when I am your standard...They have no power on how my plan for your life will turn out... they don't know the value of your testimony.. they don't understand what I am doing through you... No need to defend what YOU Don't even know... You don't know my plan... you can't even think like I do.. We on to total different pages... Stop defending yourself and find yourself in me and take refuge in what I have said in my word and watch me protect you....So you feel the need to talk about it? Analyze what you did and did not do? Daughter why continue to talk about your past when I am presenting you with a new presence every morning I breath life into you???...what is there to talk about, but my promises and word? Nothing!!! What's done is done.. what's said is said... but the conversation you need to have is not with yourself, but me... I am listening.. I have the answers... no need to analyze when I have the answered...You need someone to talk to.... you need to have meaningful dialogue and I have the right person to have it with.. ME!!! My Holy Spirit is speaking too... This world has nothing to offer you... what I possess for you is priceless and to get distracted with this world over my word is not what I called you to. I know you have heart desires that seem like that are simple and easy to accomplish... I know that you have things plan and written down. And yes I told you in my word to write the vision and make it plain... But never once did i give you a timeline. Time is something that I am never worried about.. I control it.. I know what "Perfect Time" looks like. Yes your list has value to me, because it's your heart desires, but the time you have set to accomplish them has no value. As a matter of fact it sets limits, valueless standards, and leaves no room for me to take you beyond what you have set... So stop being distracted with what this world has to offer and become distracted with my word...my presence...my peace..my joy...my personal promises to you...my plan for your life...my victory...my voice...my guidance and leadership in your life...be distracted with growing my kingdom..telling someone about me...you have so much more to be distracted with besides "this list" you have created which has place you in a comfortable box...which creates a blockage to my glory and voice... so let it go I got you...So today no need have defense, dialogue, or distractions when I am your DADDY!!! With Great expectation for us---Daddy