The If Formula

Romans 8:13: What then shall we say about these things? If God is for us, who can be against us? I read this same scripture in at least 10 different bible translations and they all read the same thing. From the KJV to the Message. So what should this say to us. Simple "Ain't No Need to Worry." Life decisions with the enemy's plans will cause consequences that we are not ready for, but IF GOD is for us, who can be against us.. Let's talk about that IF GOD. So many times in the Bible, we see IF GOD. IF we trust GOD, IF we hold on, IF we pray, IF we praise, IF we turn... then... Then Daddy will show himself strong and make us victorious. So many times we miss the formula of GOD and it is simply found in this verse and many more. IF... There are no BUT's in GOD only IF's which really reflect the free will that Daddy has given us to make our own decision with the consequences of his actions already in play. Let's reexamine Romans 8:13 using the IF Formula What then shall we say about these things?  (If you look back on Romans 8: 20-30 we know that these things are the promises of  GOD and the position and promises that come with being a Son/Daughter of Daddy.) IF GOD (if Daddy has allowed you the option to choose the decision on what action you will take or make in order to get to what he has already placed before you) is for us, who can be against us (Who can destroy, take away, talk about, mistreat  Your Daddy given victory?) so many times we miss Daddy's ifs thinking that we need to do more, but Daddy is simple he just wants your decision to be obedient to his word, will, and way and he will produce the things you didn't even know that you needed.

 Prayer: Daddy right now we stand on your IF. If you are for us, if we trust in you, if we hold on, you will do exceedingly, and abundantly over what we ask or think and because of that we will follow the if formula of you. Daddy today we make the decisions to be obedient and to yield to your will. We know that being in a position where you take control is not easy, that's why give us freewill, but today we surrender the free will you have given us for yours. We thank you that in we have promised that outlast the earth and in you we will reap the harvest of the seeds we did not sow, just because of your IF formula.  In Jesus Name. AMEN!

It's Not Me

⁵ Lean on, trust in, and be confident in the Lord with all your heart and mind and do not rely on your own insight or understanding.⁶ In all your ways know, recognize, and acknowledge Him, and He will direct and make straight and plain your paths. (Proverbs3:5-6 AMP)

I am sure that Proverbs 3:5-6 is a familiar for some if not a lot. It's the verse I know that I get quoted to me when I vent about situations in my life to my spiritual mom or any of my friends that are Christians. It was always the verse that I would open when I was in a place of analyzing situations and decisions in my life. It was defiantly the verse that I read when I am asking GOD what are you doing. It's the verse that says to me "It's Not Me." It's not my place to come up with the instructions, the solutions, or even the power of the manifestation of how it should work in my favor. It's not me that should be doing the action in the sense of producing results or bring forth understanding of what I am doing.  But it is for me to lean, trust, and BE CONFIDENT in what Daddy is saying to me, told me, and telling me to do. It is for me to surrender my heart to the word and instructions of Daddy and allow him to give me understanding and insight. It is for me to recognize Daddy for who he is and what he is capable of doing and rest in that. It is for me to walk the path that he created before I was even thought of or born into this earth to walk in faith, knowing that the path is straight and if I should get off the path Daddy will make what I cause to be crooked to be straight again. It is for me to be the daughter and know that my Daddy only wants what is best for me.

Prayer: Daddy thank you for allowing us to know that our greatest confidence comes from us surrendering our hearts to you while letting go of our will and leaning and trusting on you. We know that so many times leaning on you may cause us to be in a place where we don't move or even understand your instructions and for those moments we yield not to our understanding or insight but yours alone knowing that you will make crooked paths straight with your directions. Daddy today we let go of all of us and take hold of all of you. Rest in the assurance that Daddy you know what's best for us and there is nothing greater than your best.  In Jesus Name Amen!

Don't Move

Psalm 46:10 He says, “Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.”
David is amazing to me. The psalms that I read still speak to me today as they did for David when he was in a cave with the people plotting, complaining, and judging him for his obedience. It's just like us to wonder if we did right based on how people respond? But in the scripture GOD tells David, to be still and know that he is GOD. How many times have we wanted to move because of GOD's stillness?   Well today as we pray remember this GOD's timing is never setup like ours.  When we think he is late and has forgotten about us, we find out he was on time and always thinking about us. Don't move because you feel like that's what you should be doing, stay still and allow Daddy to do what he does best, perfect the situation for this glory. 


Prayer: Daddy thank you always reminding us that even in your stillness you are still moving and that our movement can't equate to what you are doing. Daddy today we ask you that you help us be still help us to have a mindset of "don't move" when you called us to be still in you. It's so hard to be still when things seem to be so overwhelming, and when moving is the only way that we can get away from it. Daddy teach us that stillness in you equals your glory and the exaltation of your name.  That to be still is to trust you with all things even if we think we have a great solution for them. We thank you that in all things you get the glory and in our stillness we gain wisdom to move in the test with grace, to be overwhelm with your mercy and favor. Daddy will don't move and will not move until you tell us to. We yield to your stillness know that whatever is going to happen the outcome is we have the victory. In Jesus Name. AMEN

I'll Go To The Well

In John 4:1-41 Jesus gives a woman a life changing encounter with him. He meets the woman at the well. Now this woman is not a woman that Jesus should be associated with or even talking to, but he places himself in a position to ministry to those that seem unprivileged. In his conversation he talks to her about the topic of water... (And he should since he is at a well right?) Well this well is not an ordinary well, it's the well of his ancestors. As Jesus continues to have this conversation, He then begins to reveal her to herself, as well as him to her. Isn't it awesome when Daddy says to you, "come know me and let me tell you about you the good, bad, and ugly?" I think so, for him to take time out "his what we think busy schedule," to have intimate moments with us is great to me. But going back to the woman at the well. After general conversation Jesus offers the woman water. I love it when Daddy offers us something that we think we have. I mean think about it the woman was already at the well prepared to retrieve water to drink, and here comes Jesus unprepared, asking for water, yet offering it at the same time. The woman at the well sees the unprepared Jesus and ask the one question (I think we all would ask if we were her)  "how can you ask for something when you are not prepared to receive it?" Hum that's a lesson for us all... There are times we are asking Daddy for things when we are not prepared to even receive or even wise enough to handle. Let's continue...Jesus gives a reply for his unpreparedness by saying that the water he has to offer doesn't amount to what the woman came to retrieve. Daddy is always on top of his game he comes prepared even when it seem with the physical eye he looks unprepared. Jesus offers the woman him, and a relationship with  and the father by saying,“All those who drink this water will be thirsty again, but whoever drinks the water that I will give him will never be thirsty again. The water that I will give him will become in him a spring which will provide him with life-giving water and give him eternal life.” What a powerful way to let a person know that what they have truly been desiring is found in Daddy. I mean to know that this woman came to this well probably throughout her lifetime with her bucket, knowing the value of this water, and the water she really needs is found in waiting of a promise that she knows about. If you look through the scripture will see how she talk about the Messiah and Jesus says to her " I am he who you are talking about." In other words I am the Messiah in flesh, at the well waiting on you to receive me." WOW!!! I would defiantly go that well...  Wouldn't you? A well that would meet all my needs and even the needs that I knew not off and the manifestation of a promise that I only heard about. I doubt that the woman at the well knew she needed to be healed from the many husbands that she took on that weren't her's in the first place. I doubt that she even knew how thirsty her spirit was for the water that Jesus had to offer. And I seriously doubt that she knew that her everyday routine would yield the results of a life changing experience.

Prayer: Daddy thank you for the well, for we know that in you we will never thirst again. Thank you for the living water found through your son Jesus and the life of eternity that comes with it. Daddy so many times we find ourselves like the woman at the well, coming prepared to receive what we expect, and in return your will reveal areas that lack in our life that you are ready to heal and offer something so much greater than we expected.  Daddy we come to your well yearning for your water, waiting for your healing that we can share our testimony with others. We thank you Daddy that despite the issues of  our heart you are willing to offer your water to us. In Jesus Name. AMEN!

Ain't No Need To Worry

Why do we allow worry to be the ruler of our life? What about worry says that our Daddy can't do it? If you look at Matthew 25-33 Jesus, is speaking telling the people that worry produces nothing productive. That in our worry we devalue ourselves and forget the authority, benefits, and privileges we have as Daddy's children. But In Matthew 6:33-34 he tells us how to battle worry and what our focus should be on. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own (NIV). But even in his instructions we find ourselves still in the worry state. We feel as though if we don't do, it won't get done. If we don't worry that means that we don't care. Well can I tell you that this kind of mindset still doesn't work. No matter how we justify worry, worry should not be in our vocabulary. It should be the least of our thoughts. In Philippians 4:6-9 Paul reminds us what to do with our worry.. well in this case our anxiety (Sidebar: do you know that your continuous worrying can turn into anxiety, causing fear to build up in your heart, hindering the move of GOD and opening the door for the enemy?)>>>(Continue) Paul says:
Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. ⁷ And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.⁸ Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things. ⁹ Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me—put it into practice. And the God of peace will be with you.  
Paul clearly gives step-by-step detail directions on how to battle worry. 
Step1: Don't be Anxious. This simply means remind yourself who you are and who's you are. (In other words breath). 
Step2: Call it a situation and not a permanent position. So many times we allow our worry and/or anxiety to become who we are and the reflection on how we live and respond to life, But we can't do that as children of Daddy. 
 Step3: Talk to Daddy about the worry and anxiety. 
Step4: Tell Daddy thank you even though you don't see it working yet.
Step 5 Put on your garment of praise.  
Step6: Let Daddy handle it in his time and in his way.
Step7: Stay still and allow Jehovah Shalom to take his place in the situation.
Step8: Stop thinking, Your way of thinking doesn't match Daddy's way of thinking stop trying to comprehend how, where, when, and what is going to be done with your worry and anxiety.
Step9: Change your mindset. When you find yourself in a worry state or having anxiety start meditating on the goodness of our Daddy. Remind yourself that even in this uncontrollable situation  Daddy still gets the praise.
Step10: Start seeking the kingdom of GOD and all his righteousness (Matthew 6:33)
Step11: Put the word into practice that it may take action
Step12: Accept the peace of GOD and stay in his presence

Prayer: Daddy we come to you now laying worry and anxiety at your feet. We know that there are things that we have on our mind so heavy that they even wake us up out our sleep or cause us to be sleepless. We toss and turn trying to figure out a solution on  what to do even  though it's not our problem in the first place. But today day we stop worrying about us and start focusing on you. Yielding our thoughts and even the day to you that you may get the glory. Daddy we seek your kingdom agenda and we ask you to give us instructions on how to accomplish what we are called to do on today and every day, day by day. In Jesus Name. AMEN!

Blown Fear

This pass weekend I attended a Women's Conference at Solid Rock Christian Center International in Huntsville, AL (Great thanks to Apostle Phyllis and her leaders) but while I was there a speaker shared her testimony. It was truly powerful but in her wrapping up she passed out balloons. She explain that the balloon represents your faith. At the time that she gave us balloons that were not inflated. She gave us instructions to blow up the balloon until it burst. If you know any thing about a balloon busting on  while you are blowing it, it can hurt if it burst in your face. So as the speaker continued to encourage us I started to blow up my balloon. As I looked around I saw people's balloons getting bigger and bigger. My sister who was standing next to me, had a huge balloon. I looked at her balloon and then I looked at mine, thinking to myself, we must not have the same balloon because mines is not getting that big, but as I looked at others blow their balloons, theirs look similar to my sisters than mine. (Side bar: isn't like us to look at others faith and compare it to ours, and give the excuse that they must not have the same thing that we do?)... Continue... SO as I looked at my balloon holding it while hearing the bursting of balloons around I started to think.... Daddy I can't do this... If this balloon burst in my face it's going to hurt or I am swallow the rubber or something is going to be uncomfortable. I was in a place of trepidation, holding my faith in my hand. My balloon was smaller than my sisters and others around me. I stood there saying Daddy it's going to hurt, Daddy it's going to hurt. While saying this the speaker said to the audience, if you burst your balloon you will blow your fear and  expand your faith. As I heard that I begin to say Daddy I trust you... I stretch the balloon and blew. The balloon begin to grow, I stretch it some more and it grew bigger. As I stood there blowing my fears away, I turn my head away from everyone else and continue to blow with all my might as the speaker continue to encourage us to keep blowing. Then I hear the Holy Spirit say if your trust Daddy and burst this balloon your fears will be blown away and your faith will be expanded. With one last breath and a made up mind to trust Daddy I blew with all my might. The balloon burst into pieces leaving me nothing but the part  of the balloon I put my mouth on.  As I saw the evidence of my faith expand, the sound of my fears being destroyed, and the victory in my mouth...( You will catch that later). I realized that I had taken the first step towards healing.

Prayer: Daddy thank you for teaching me how to blow my fear away with my faith. Daddy I understand that being in a place of trusting you in a world that is filled with all kinds of issues is hard, but the process of faith is in you. Daddy thank you for letting us  know that you will expand our faith if we just let go of our cautiousness and be reminded of your promises. In JESUS Name. AMEN!

Who Gets The Glory

I Cor 10: 31 31So whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God.(NIV) During my daily devotion I got the opportunity to read this scripture and boy did it do a number on my heart and convict me. I realized that over my life there have been times that I have done things for my own accolades. Whether it was being a great counselor by going beyond the needs of my patience or doing something special to show my love towards a friend or love one. Whatever it was I looked for the praise beyond "thank you." Let me just confess I look for my personal glory. But when I ran across this scripture my spirit man told my flesh your desire to have accolades from man doesn't outweigh the glory of GOD for your life so stop forfeiting GOD's glory for your validation. That's heavy for me. Because though the accolades were great the glory of GOD is much greater. Also doing my devotion I ran across another scripture... Psalm 37:3-4  3-4Get insurance with God and do a good deed, settle down and stick to your last. Keep company with God, get in on the best (MSG) Now this scripture gave me instructions on how to change my mindset from gaining accolades to pursuing GOD's glory through my actions. The scripture clear states that doing good deeds isn't bad, but we must do it with the heart of GOD's insurance and must rest in that insurance while maintaining our relationship with GOD. Wow! Let me simplify that a little more. We must take time to do what is good, so that GOD can get the glory; however, in our doing we must rest in the insurance that GOD is taking care of our stuff while we are doing his work and he will reward us greatly for our obedience and selflessness.

Prayer: Daddy we come to you now laying doing our desire to receive accolades from man, and picking up your glory through our obedience . Daddy we rest in you, knowing that in our selflessness your righteousness will be shown that your glory will be revealed. Daddy we thank you for a change mindset when it comes to doing deeds for others we will rest in the insurance that you will handle everything on our behalf as we do the work and purpose you called us to. In Jesus Name... Amen!

Restore Me

Today as I was reading my daily devotion Psalm 51:1-2 stood out to me. I was so overwhelm by the prayer that David prayed in this Psalm about where he was with GOD. How he was able to identify not only what was wrong with him but what was right with GOD and what he needed to replace what he needed from GOD to replace what he was asking him to take out of him. 1 Have mercy on my me O GOD, according to your unfailing love, according to your great compassion, blot out my transgressions. 2Wash away all my iniquities, cleanse me from all my sins.  What an awesome and sincere prayer from the heart of a man who realize that he was in need of something more from GOD. Not only did David place himself on the alter of GOD's mercy, but he also recognized that in the cutting of all that hinders him from GOD he can take hold to his grace.

Prayer: Daddy we come to you asking for restoration. We know our lives are not always conductive to your will, word, and way for that Daddy we ask for you to wash us clean through the blood of JESUS. Help us to rest in your unfailing love and yield to your great compassion. In JESUS name. AMEN!

Thinking Decree

Today I speak change! I speak that the thoughts of doubt that cancel what you speak and spoke in faith will change into thoughts of GOD's promises to you. I decree and declare that your thoughts will line up with what you speak in faith. That whatever you think shall be what the Father has already spoken over you before you were even thought of. So today live today in GOD's thoughts and surrender your natural mind for the super natural things of GOD.

Morning Inspirations

About a couple of years ago when I first started this blog and when I was going through my divorce I started sending out morning inspirations to my friends and family to help them make it through the day and give them something to think about. Well today it was place on my heart by the Holy Spirit to start them again along with request from people who use to receive them. I think every time I have life change that I have to do something GOD ordain. So with that being said for the next 30 days or more I will be blogging morning inspirations or should I say inspirations that will help you like they help me. They will be motivated by the word, topic discussions, thoughts, and of course the guidance of the Holy Spirit. My goal in writing these inspirations is to do that inspire to you and cause you to think about the greatness of GOD and yield everything in to him. So get ready to think, be inspired, loved, restored, renewed, overjoyed by the presence, peace, provision, heart, and love of GOD!

Life Changing

Daddy I really don't know how to start this conversation. My life and world has been turned upside down. My mind has change and my heart seems empty. I never thought that I would be here. In this place wondering where are you Daddy. Wondering why me and why now. Daddy I thought I was prepared for the moment of lost, but never did I phantom the aftermath of grief. Never did I think that the absence of the one I lost would conclude in me feeling lost, unloved, feeling faithless, losing sight of purpose and goals. Daughter stop before you go one let tell you my heart hurts  for you. I know that the absence of your love one is a grief that is also familiar to me. Seeing my son on that cross calling out to me as he called for me in hurt. It hurt worst knowing that if he didn't finish his assignment on the cross we couldn't have this conversation. Baby girl this life changing event was not to place you in a bad place, it was to trust me more.  This was not meant to break you but grow you and place you in the healing position... Don't think that your Daddy wanted it to go this way, but other's freewill has cause my plan to take longer. You are my Daughter and there is nothing in the world I want most than you taking joy in me. So daughter today let my love overflow in you, let my word sing over you. Know you can cry and lose your mind anytime knowing that I have your back and I love you more than this world. Know that peace I leave with you; not as the world give do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid (John 14:27). Daughter know that the mountains may move and the hills disappear, my love is faithful for you and will be broken.  Daddy thank you, my heart still feels some kind of way, but I know that you are healing me. Daughter it's my pleasure be bring comfort to your heart.

Facing Your Giants

Today I watched the movie Facing The Giants and in the movie the resounding word was "if we lose we will praise Him, if we win we will praise Him."  As I listen to them repeat this line over and over again in the movie a revelation hit me. To face your giants you must have an I win attitude. You must realize that victory is in your hand and Daddy has given you what you need to conqueror the giants in your life. Without a conquering attitude you become a target for the enemy. He is able to strip you of your birth right and distort your vision. The manifestation of doubt settles in, peace seems to be a past experience. You yield to your fears and your dreams seem far from reality. Your giants seem bigger and you will lose sight "that you win." But a person that has the heart, attitude, swagger of a conqueror posses victory during adversity, has the strategy to over take the giant and posses the treasures that they desire. As a conqueror you have the power over the enemy, joy is always you choice to respond to life, and peace is as realistic as your faith, you yield nothing to the temptation of fear. Today I charge you to face your giants, do not allow how big the situation to force you to forfeit the blessings Daddy has in stored for you and the assignments he has called you to.

Prayer: Daddy today we recognize our giants not as foes that defeated us, but as defeated foes. Daddy we yield to the instructions of your victory, and speak only as conquerors should. Daddy we know that only you can give us what we need to possess the land of our giants and for that say thank you. Daddy we take on the attitude of praise. If we lose we will praise you, if we win we will praise you, because we know that whatever the outcome you will get the glory. In Jesus Name. Amen

I've Got Confidence

Hebrew 4:16: Let us then approach God’s throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.

Daddy I am overwhelm with things that I can't control. I feel that my prayers are going up into the air and coming  back down without me even receiving a response or answer. I feel like why should I even pray for myself when those prayers seem to never manifest. Maybe I should continue to just pray for others and leave me out of it? I mean when I pray for other the manifestation of those prayers are great and overflow with powerful results. Daddy what am I doing wrong? Daughter nothing but you lack confidence when it comes to your prayers. Do you know who I am? Do you know who I really am?!? Do you know that I am the creator of all things and I form something out of nothing? Do you know that I can breath life into what others call dead? Do you know that I took you, a person covered in sin and fatherless and made you a daughter? Yes Daddy! So with that being said why don't you use what's on you? Daddy I don't understand. You are my Daughter I call you that and only know you as that. With the title of Daughter comes an inheritance of  power. The power of confidence and boldness. That you can come to me for things you need or others need knowing that I, your Daddy will manifest it in my perfect timing.  That your confidence is not in the prayer that you pray but the one who that will manifest what you praying for . That my grace is sufficient that you can come to me about anything, for anything that I will not only meet your needs but your wants. I am your Daddy and you are my Daughter so instead of second guessing your prayers and what you praying for, lift your head high and with confidence, knowing that I will do whatever you asking of me. Never second guess yourself or who you are. You are my Daughter and that in itself holds a weight that this world can never take away. Being my Daughter comes with the perks of  overflow, grace, mercy, love, and only the best for you. It comes with a lifetime of forgiveness, the covering of my son's blood, and the peace of my perfect instructions for your life daily through the guidance of my Holy Spirit. So Daughter today stop allowing the doubt in your heart overtake the power of  the title, position, and privilege of being my Daughter. Walk in confidence from this point on knowing who your Daddy is and what he is capable of doing. Daddy... Yes Daughter... I've Got Confidence!!! That's all I wanted to hear. I love you and the more confidence you have in me, the easier this journey called life will become. So in your down days I want you to say with boldness and excitement... I've Got Confidence!! Ok, Daddy I think I got... Daughter I know that you got it! I love you so much! I love you too Daddy!

The Revelation of A New Year

Hello fellow readers and followers! I know it has been a while since I last blogged and I do apologize. I have had several Daddy Daughter Conversations dealing with me and I have been processing them daily. Today before I share the Revelation of A New Year I want to say thank you! Thank you for reading, supporting, and just being open enough to tell Daddy I want a conversation with you too. I hope that my blogs have spark a greater relationship with Daddy for you, that you not only see these as good word lessons or thought provoking things, but something that causes change in your life and your relationship with Daddy.


Daddy before we start can I thank you for a new year. This year of greatness I declare. A year of us and many more conversations. A year of knowing you better and taking our relationship further. Thank you Daddy for this moment and always taking time out to speak with me, to hear me, and answer me. Thank you Daddy for your Holy Spirit that guidance me daily. But Daddy as we I take part of a new year I have so many resolutions that I wish to accomplish and get done before the year is over. Things that cause growth in my natural and spiritual life. I want to be able to feel like I accomplish something this year. Daughter, that sounds great and excellent, but can I tell you that you are limiting yourself with these resolutions. But Daddy they are just goals to accomplish throughout the year. Daughter, I hear you and again that sounds good, but in your resolutions your limit me. You set goals that may include me, but the goals that you set limit me to do what I need to do in that plan. If you say you want to read my word daily through the year and you do it, where is there room for me to show you the lesson behind what you just read, or helping you to apply that to your life. Daughter, please don't do another year of resolutions, because resolutions only apply to the year that you make them, but if you take hold to having a year of revelations then I can speak things you never thought about. A Year of Revelations Daddy? Yes, Daughter a year of revelations. The difference between my revelation and your resolution is: your resolution only gives you answers for that year, it limits how you can grow, and it carries no real weight. To sum it up Daughter it is simply a task and goal list for the year that includes me in the mix. But a revelation....Daughter that is different. The revelation start in one year and lasts a lifetime. See Daughter in a revelation I can do beyond what you set to do. I have room to grow you in new areas, develop new gifts in you, heal you beyond the simple things you ask for, and love you back to me in various ways. I can renew what you thought was old, bring back to life what you thought was dead, because you didn't accomplish it last year. I can create peace in you beyond your understanding this year if you get the revelation. So Daughter what is your decision.... Are you going to make new years resolutions or revelations. Daddy I choose your revelation of my resolution. Daughter, I think you have made a wise choice. I love you and look forward to the Revelations that this New Year can bring you. Thank you Daddy. Love you Daughter!

J.E.W.E.L.S.

I really want to promote a great sister in Christ who unknowingly has been a great inspiration to me and has served GOD with a heart of learning and joy. She and her husband moved from Grambling, LA to Birmingham, AL back to  Grambling to start a GOD vision given to her husband. The vision was the Champion Church. It has been around for 4 years this month and man they have really did great things in Louisianan. They are truly servants of Daddy and a great daughter and son to the kingdom. They have two awesome young ladies that they are grooming to be great women of  GOD, along with a host of college students and leaders. Lady T or as I her know her Lady Latoya has started a gathering of the women of GOD called J.E.W.E.L.S. If you wondering what J.E.W.E.L.S. mean let me break it down for you : Jesus Empowering  Women through Encouragement Love and Service! Powerful right. Lady T's vision for J.E.W.E.L.S. is to propel women to their destiny through the Father's glory. If that doesn't bless your soul I don't know what will. As Lady T continues to grow in her relationship with Daddy she continues to remain transparent and available to any woman needing a word of love, encouragement, and peace to make it through the day. Her greatest accomplishment is her ability to be available to Daddy. She is always having great daddy daughter conversations.
So do me a favor and visit her blog page: www.latoyatolbert.wordpress.com  and leave a comment of encouragement as Lady T and J.E.W.E.L.S. take ministry and the kingdom of GOD to a new level.  

The Covenant

Good morning Daddy! It's been a while since our last conversation. So much has happen. I really don't know where to start. I have turned a year older and in this age I have realized that there are things about me that I need to strip away. But I have also founded out that in this season in my life there are some covenants that I need to be stripped and some that I need to keep. There are covenants that are the links to my future and connected to my assignment. There are covenants that need to be stripped, torn down, and destroyed that keep me in the cycle of insanity. Daddy I have an issue though covenants are hard to break they are like soul ties to the tenth power. What do I do, with the covenants that have created lifetime changes but are unhealthy? How do I say good-bye the covenants that I value but in the end have only destroyed me?

Daughter I applaud you for knowing the important value of a covenant and realizing their affect on your life. But daughter there are times when those covenants need to be broken. When they become unhealthy and cause you to compromise who I called you to be and where you should be going. When you read about the covenants in the bible you will notice two things about them. There was some type of dysfunction before the covenant was made, and when the covenant is made there is a completion of an assignment for both parties and it causes a ripple effect that will effect generations to come. Covenants are meant to promote, but because you live in a world of corruption you find yourself in covenants that mean you no good. Hold fast daughter in know that in this season I am renewing my covenants with my children. I am reminding them of the promises that I have spoke years ago when my son was on earth and even after I form Adam and Eve. Daughter you want to know how you say good-bye or break the ties of life changing covenants? Yes Daddy..... You say good-bye you realize that the covenants you had with them wasn't for you to keep. That what you saw wasn't what they were. When you have have sex outside of my will, you create a covenant with that person. Do you hold on to your covenant with them because you like the sin that comes with it? "No, Daddy!" So why would you hold on to something that is killing you slowly and causing delay in your promotion and next assignment? Don't get your covenants confused with assignments. Just because they were around for a long time and you connected doesn't mean it was a covenant. It can simply mean they have a long assignment in your life. When you are able to see their time in your life as an assignment and not a covenant then you will be able to say good-bye. You will be able to strip yourself of the verbal agreement that you all made. Everyone is not meant for you to be in covenant with and as you grow closer to the completion of your assignment to move into your next promotion and another assignment you need to be careful of who you surround yourself around. This is the season for you to create covenants and in doing so know that conflict will come, dysfunction will be present, but on the other side is the covenant I created the two of you for. Not for you to profit from, but for the generations that you will birth. Just look at David and Jonathan. Jonathan didn't live long enough to see the manifest of the covenant he made with David, but his grandson who was not even in the position to seat at the king's table received the benefits of his grandfather's covenant with David. So know dear daughter your covenants are precious and will secure the future of your seeds, and your seeds' seeds.

Ok, Daddy I get it. I keep focusing on the wrong thing. I am waiting on the manifestation of my covenant with others when in reality I may never see it, but the generations that are birth out of me will reap from what I have sown in covenant agreement. That I have confused assignment with covenant and that I will know when I am in covenant or need to make a covenant and when it is an assignment. Right daughter. You have my  Holy Spirit as your guide, use him and know that he will direct you to the right people to make the right covenants with. Yes Daddy! I love you! I Love you too daughter and as always I love our heart to hearts.

The Assignment

Daddy what do you always have me doing assignments that take more out of me than putting more into me? Or those assignments that make me feels so uncomfortable that I don't even know why you chose me to do them? Daughter why would't I choose you to do them? Why would I assign you to them? I have called you to do something bigger than you so that I can get the glory. Nothing I assign you to is about you!!! NOTHING!!! Your life is not even about you... your heart and wanted to be love is not about you... Having money, a job, kids, wanting to get married, being a wife, or anything that you desire in your heart, is NEVER about YOU!!! You are a rented vessel that I called forth to do three things while present on this earth. One, to commune with me... Daughter I enjoy our conversations, but I just wish you would want to talk to your Daddy more often than you do. If you did there would be things in your life you wouldn't have to face or even think about. You would be in a happier place, enjoy my joy, grace, mercy, and presence. Not stressing how this is going to get pay, why you living from paycheck to paycheck, or even focused on your singleness. Two, to draw closer to you. Daughter there times where me being in your presence is just as important as you wanting me in your presence. Note Daughter that I don't need you, but I want you. I created you from the image of us. You are in the likeness of me and because you are in the image in me I need all of me to be close to me. I never want to feel that you have place other things and gods before me. I want to know that you appreciate me and understand that without me there will be no you. Last, I need your love. I need the kiss you can't give any other.... Your worship. To worship me sets the tone, atmosphere, the acceptance of my presence. To worship me means you surrender all that is and you pick up all that's me. You never are willing to do things without my permission and you understand that your purpose is beyond your understanding. If you... Daughter can hold up to these three things that make up your assignment, then you will feel depend on the things that only I can give. When things go wrong your level of anxiety will not go up, because you understand what your Daddy can do and when he can do. Daughter be honored to have this assignment to be close to me, to know me, to love me, to worship me, knowing that it gives us more time together. I love you Daughter and only want the best and greater for you... I love you too Daddy... By the way I will accept the assignment. You can't deny what I have called you to Daughter... (Laugh)... Your are so right Daddy!

The Isolation

Daddy this morning as I reflect on my life I realize how alone physically I feel. I know that you are always with me and that you will never leave me, but this season seems to be one that is dry and remote. My finances are not lining up, my heart seeks love that seems to be no where to be found, and I feel like my friends that are left are slowly shift in a position that I am suppose to be at, but have no clue on how to get there. Daddy what is this season what is this isolation that I feel right? Why is so dry in my life? I am doing what you tell me... I am praying more, seeking your more, worshiping more, and just trying to put my all our relationship. Tell me Daddy what am I doing wrong? What has me in this desert? Why am I here? Daughter, it seems that you are upset to be in this remote and desert place. I am Daddy.... I really am!!! Well daughter let me assure you that what you see as dry and remote is actually a place full and  fruitful. I have told my prophets to prophecy and speak life to dry bones... My son has raised what man declared dead to life.... I never do dry things Daughter. I never do remote and isolation without producing life and something bigger. I never place people my sons or daughters alone without purpose. What you see as isolation, I see as growth, as strength, as a calling being manifested, as an opportunity for you to receive rest from life and intimate time with me. Daughter what you see as isolation, for me is a moment of truth, grace, love, and joy. It is a time for me to give you instruction. I told Moses to go the mountains so that I could give him commands, I told David to go to the caves so that I can make him a great leader, worshiper, and king. Daughter do you see that this isolation that you describe as sad, barren, disappointing, and alone, is actually not that. That isolation is the time for me to create life. I hear you Daddy I do.. But Daddy I feel so broken... I feel so alone... Daughter I need you broken so you can know that I can only put you back together again. I want you broken so I can fill what seems to be like cracks in your life with the things of me. I want you broken, because it's at the moment of brokenness that you seek me. Turn to me and give me thanks and see what will happen. If you turn to me and give me thanks in your brokenness you will see what was once was a dry, remote, desert place become a place of fruitfulness, full of life and prosperity. I know that this remote place is not comfortable and the feeling of loneliness seems heavy and unbearable, but Daughter I am your Father and I have never let you down. I am your Daddy and the intimacy that we have can never outweigh the isolation that you are feeling. Know that if I did it before I can do it again with greater. I did it for so many that this season you call "the isolation," is a piece of cake for me. I know it may seem like you been here for forever, but know that I am breaking the dry ground and growing grass. Ok! Ok Daddy! I will trust you, know that this isolation season is not what it seems. Daughter what a great start. If you allow me to change your sight you will see what I see. Have faith, stand strong, trust me, and hang on. I am about to blow your mind and show you that I am your Daddy not just the one of the old or new testament but the one of the present. Hold fast to my promises and know that I am not a man that I would lie to you and that I have prepared something greater than your mind could ever phantom. Ok Daddy! Daughter I love you so much, that there is not a word or words that you could understand that I could express to explain my love; that's why I put it into action by allowing my son be the sacrificial lamb for my sons and daughters. I love you my heart and joy! You are my Daughter of purpose, position, and promise. Just know that this is not isolation, this is intimate time with me.

The Evidence

About a week ago I had the opportunity to be in the mist of healing session. Two friends who had been praying for healing in two different ways but the same area. One was in need of a breakthrough when it came to conceiving the other healing from an operation. Both needed something new to happen with their husbands and marriage and even their attitude about their marriage. Have you been there? Seeking GOD for a change but not changing your attitude about what you seeking change in or for? I have... My Prayers would be like...Daddy please change my heart about this.... or Daddy please allow me to have a better attitude about this.... But no where in waiting on Daddy to do his thing that I did mine. No where did I speak positive about the situation or even allow there to be a place of praise and thanksgiving about the expected outcome. SIDEBAR: The evidence of what you asking Daddy to manifest is in your pre response not your post. Stop waiting to see the signs and wonders of Daddy working on your behalf and start thanking him that he has worked on your behalf and the signs and wonders will only add to your testimony. Ok... Sorry back to the post. So while out of town we had the opportunity to have a conversation with a great man of GOD who gave us words for all our situations. But it was not only the conviction that brought breaking, but the evidence. The evidence of the breathe or wind of GOD. What is the breathe or wind of  GOD? The Holy Spirit, the one that JESUS called the comforter. John 14:16-18 says: 16 And I will pray the Father, and he shall give you another Comforter, that he may abide with you for ever;17 Even the Spirit of truth; whom the world cannot receive, because it seeth him not, neither knoweth him: but ye know him; for he dwelleth with you, and shall be in you. 18 I will not leave you comfortless: I will come to you. (KJV)

The evidence of Daddy's love after giving his son to be sacrificed can be found in the post resurrection event of JESUS talking to his disciples. He not only calls the Holy Spirit the comforter, but, is truth, a gift that the world would not be able to receive, and he would dwell with you always. Then in the end of it, JESUS leaves us with the evidence that he will never leave us (you) comfortless. What does this have to do with anything you ask? The evidence of the Holy Spirit allow us to have the evidence of peace and comfort, because he is our truth he allows what we see to be blocked and reveals what Daddy sees for us.  The evidence of the comforter even goes farther when we look at Acts 1 & 2 and see the story of the day of Pentecost and how people were filled with the Holy Spirit, baptized in the spirit, and the spirit was poured out. The evidence!  This same evidence is what my friends in their situations experience. The out pour of the Holy Spirit and the manifestation of great comfort. I think this is what Daddy want for us, but because of unsure faith of the manifestation of the  results we seek or the results we can't control; we miss the evidence of the Holy Spirit. But we must remember that in the out pouring the evidence of the Holy Spirit yield supernatural result that cause life changing actions.

Prayer: Daddy so many times we find ourselves asking for things that we must first prepare ourselves for. That we must lean not on our own understanding and vision, but the vision and understanding of you. We seek your supernatural without tapping into what you have place in us, The Comforter... The Holy Spirit. Daddy as we yield our issues, situations, and circumstances to you, we not only take upon an attitude of victory, but an attitude of tapping into the evidence of the comforter. That the Holy Spirit shall pour out a breathe of comfort and truth, guiding us to a place of purpose in you. Daddy thank you for the Holy Spirit. Holy Spirit thank you for interceding on our behalf, for setting the atmosphere for supernatural results from Daddy, for being the comforter we need in hard, unrealistic, faithless, and hopeless times in our lives. We thank you JESUS for your sacrifices for your promise to never leave us comfortless. In JESUS name...AMEN!

The Gift

John 3:16: "For GOD so love the world that he gave, his only son that whoever believes in him shall have every lasting life."
The gift of love is so great and unconditional. As I think about the gift of love that Daddy has shown me I get overwhelm with joy and gratitude. I was listening to a great sermon when I had the minister say "Love never counts its giving." What a power statement. To know that Daddy give up his only son to gain access to millions of sons and daughters that didn't even understand the giving at the time. What a gift!!! To know that Daddy continues to give you love despite...whatever sin you commit. What a great gift!! That when you rise every morning you possess the word of breath in you. In Genesis it states that "He breathed life into the nostrils of man." What a gift!!! To know that every time you breath in and out that your are breathing the beginning and end of what Daddy breathed into Adam when he created him. What a great gift!!! What an awesome gift!!! Know that you possess a gift that Jesus went to hell for just so that you can have an eternal life. A gift that give you access to an eternal heritage of provision, protection, and promise. A gift that took only one person's sacrifice so you wouldn't have to die in your sin and give you access to the father. A gift that can't be place on a value scale. One that overrides what others say about you. One that opens the doors to Daddy's presence and gives you a personal intercessor. WHAT A GIFT!!!  So today as you deal with situations, issues, and circumstances, remember the gift that was given to you. And if you are reading this and you have not accepted the gift can I extend the gift to you. If you want the gift and all that it can give you just pray this prayer with a heart of acceptance and faith: Daddy I am sorry that I have allow my own will to outweigh the gift your son's life. Forgive me! Forgive me for the things that have hindered me from see the value of this gift and the worth of it on my life. Right I believe that you JESUS are that gift and I receive you with an open heart and a submitting will. I believe JESUS that you died for me, fought for me, and  rose with all power in your that I may have eternal life and access to the father. I give you me in exchange for you. In JESUS Name. AMEN!!!

Prayer: Daddy I thank you for those that read this message about the gift and give their lives to you and received the most valuable gift that they could except... JESUS. Daddy I thank you for the gift. The gift of something that no man could create only you can give. I thank for the gift. The gift to be your daughter, to be your servant, to be who you called and purpose me to be; with faith and boldness, lacking nothing, with holding nothing. Daddy we thank you for the newness of your grace, the forgiveness of your mercy, and the peace of your joy. Thank you for being our Daddy. In JESUS Name... AMEN

The Experience

On this past weekend after a girls roadtrip (which was suppose to be a day thing, that turned into a weekend) I got to experience something new that remind me of the story of the man whose friends place him in the center of healing in a house. So let me retell the story that can be found in Mark 2:4; Luke 5:19. So Jesus was in the town healing people and he was doing it in a house that fully packed with people that were seeking and getting healed. These friends of a paralyzed man decided that they need to bring their friend to this house so that JESUS could heal him. Well they couldn't get through the doors of the house due to the crowd, but they were desperate to get their friend healed. So with teamwork and careful planning they climb to the roof top of the house with their friend who was laying on a cot and beginning to tear the roof off the house. SIDEBAR: You need people in your life who are willing to think outside the box, and who are desperate to see you healed. Ok... Back to the story. So the friends created an opening big enough to lower the friend who was paralyzed and on the cot down to the center of the crowd and in front of JESUS. SIDEBAR: I don't know where they got the rope to attach to the cot to lower him down, but can I tell you, you always need friends that are prepared... So let's continue the story.... JESUS stop and said to the man... Because of the faith of your friends you are healed... Now it doesn't say anything about what happen to the friends, but in my Holy Ghost Imagination (that's what a former pastor of mine use to say) I know that JESUS healed his friends to... Why you say that, you ask? Because it was their selflessness, faith, perseverance, and reluctance love for their friend that they went to the extreme to get their friend healed. JESUS acknowledge that and in his acknowledge I feel he was speaking healing, prosperity, and blessings to them and their household. So with that being said let me go back to the story of my girls roadtrip. We were at a friends house, who told us that we needed to meet this young man who was a prophet. We were open and we had all been a place of needing something great to happen spiritually. So the young man came and begin to prophecy to us individually; afterwards, he begin to pray for two of the friends that came with me on the trip. Well why he prayed, I touch and agree and intercede for them as well. They in return got to experience the power of GOD's glory and healing with the evidence of the Holy Spirit. Now after every thing was over I beginning to experience the healing that I had been seeking Daddy for. Because of their experience I gain a blessing too. Just like the friends of the paralyzed man. Their faith manifested his healing, but they returned got blessed too. That's just like Daddy. He creates an opportunity for one person to get a direct experience of him, but in return others get to experience the effect of his glory too.

Prayer: Daddy thank you for the experience. The experience of your new grace and mercy daily. Your love and eternal peace. Your gift of life and the title to be your child, to be called son or daughter. Daddy we enjoy the experience of you period, never taking it for granted, never losing sight of its value in and over our life. Daddy thank you for the experience of your healing, your provision, and protection through the blood of JESUS. Thank you for the opportunity to always be able to come to you for ourselves and experience the weight of your glory. To dwell in the presence of you. We love you Daddy and we understand that an experience with you is greater than anything that this world could ever offer. In JESUS Name.... AMEN!

The Vision

I am sure you have heard of the famous vision scripture found in Habakkuk 2:2-3: “Write the vision, make it plan that he who reads it can run with it. But the part B is what really gets me... For still the vision awaits its appointed time; it hastens to the end – it will not lie. If it seems slow, wait for it; it will surely come; it will not delay. It will not delay... What a vision! Not only does GOD tell us to write the vision, but he lets us know that it will not come to pass as soon as we right it, that it will have an appointed time for it's manifestation. When it comes to vision there are three ways that we can categorized the sight of. These three vision categories are:

Clear Vision: the ability to notice and acknowledge the facts but activate the faith. Having the boldness to write the vision down and await its appointed time and to be patient enough to wait for its manifestation with confidence

• When you have clear vision you understand that failures are the cosigners to success.

Blurry Vision: knowing and focusing on the facts with the knowledge of what faith can do. Having the courage to write the vision, but doubting in your waiting. Praying for the promise that has already been cosigned by GOD with YES and Amen!

• Placing your value more on your failures over your accomplishments. Allowing yourself to bounded with doubt, confusion, frustration., and stuck in a cycle of insecurity.
• Here you must seek the prayer of Proverbs 3:5: ”Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not to your own understanding; and in all your ways submit him and he will make your path straight.”

Blindness: faithfully doubting in the vision of your heart and paralyzed in fear that you can't even write down the vision.

• Can’t see pass the pain of your past, because the pain is still in your present. You are bound by lack, ignorance, and stubbornness.
• In his vision category you must pray Isaiah 43:18-19: “ Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing!”

Now that you know where your vision could be and were it should be, evaluate your vision. Are you possessing a clear vision or one that has you totally blind. Whatever your vision know that Daddy can take you where you need to be only if your wait, hold fast, and trust in his YES and AMEN.

Prayer: Daddy vision is what you had when you form this place we call earth. You saw darkness and created light. You saw void and created substance. You saw loneliness and created partnership. Daddy as we write our visions, give us clarity on the process we should take. Allow us to be connected with our runners, helping us to wait on timing that is perfect for its manifestation. Daddy allow our vision to be that of clear and not blindness. Help us to disconnect ourselves for people, places, and things that keep us in the place of blindness. Daddy we know that in the end you will get the glory and because of that we stay encouraged, hopeful, and remain excited at the greatness of what you bring forth through our obedience. In Jesus Name! AMEN

The Attitude of A Daughter

Ok.. I am coming to you Daddy because I realize that my attitude stinks. I mean truly stinks. For the past couple of months I have allowed myself to be sounded by my issues, situations, and circumstances, while trying to be there for others. I have cause myself to be moved, wavered, and persuaded by the things that others discussed with me. I have a bad attitude Daddy. I mean I am at a point where people just truly get on my nervous and I wonder why they are in my life..UGH Daddy I am totally disappointed with how I feel right now. Don't even know how this feeling came to be, but I do know that I don't like it and it's not me. I do know that this is not Christ like of me. Daddy this is not the attitude of your daughter. This is not how your children are suppose to look. I am filled with envy, which is bubbles over into jealousy, which manifest into anger, and result in disappointment. This is not the attitude of your daughter Daddy. What do I do? What can I pray? To get back to the attitude of your daughter? Daughter seek my word, change your behavior towards me. I have and still am a routine to you. You have to understand that you can't place me inside your box or a box period. I know you stress and strained about the prayers you feel I have not heard or answered. I know you think that things are coming against you and you doubtful about what this life has to offer. I know you had things under control and now they are out of your control. I know that you feel like things are happening for everyone but you. But daughter that should not change your attitude about the goodness of who I am as you father, provider, protector, love, friend, husband, counselor, listening year, and most of all your GOD. Did you forget that I am the "I AM?" Have you forgotten that I will and my will is greater than yours. Daughter change your attitude by changing your sight. Stop looking at the big picture or even the picture through your eyes. Stop looking at things as failure and start looking at the promise victory that I have always told you about. I know you feel like things are not working out in your favor and that you feel incomplete in certain areas. But you are whole in me. Stop looking at things in the perspective of time and opportunity and start looking at things in praise my glory. Here is what I need you to pray when your attitude doesn't look like mine:

*Prayer: Daddy this is the day that you have made I will rejoice and be glad in it. I believe that I will look up at the goodness of you and live in the land of the living. I will rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation be constant in prayer. For Daddy I know that this light momentary affliction is preparing me for an eternal weight of glory beyond comparison. I know that whatever I ask in prayer I will receive only if I have faith. I will destroy arguments and every lofty opinion raised against the knowledge of  you Daddy, and take every thought captive to obey Christ. I will put off my old self and be made new in the attitude of my mind. Whatever I do I will do it all for the glory of you Daddy. Understanding that I must believe in your exists and seek you to see your rewards. I know that without faith it's impossible to please you Daddy; therefore, I look not to the things that are seen, but to the things that are unseen. For the things that are seen are transient, but the things that are unseen are eternal. Daddy today I place these things into effect in my life by sealing them in Jesus name  and agreeing to this decree with AMEN.

Now daughter pray these things when your attitude seem to to be out of place and it start to stink. Because while you are praying my Holy Spirit is convicting and the blood of my son Jesus is correcting. Remember my grace is sufficient it never runs out and it renews itself daily. Stay focus on me and stop trying to control what is out of your hands or not even meant for you to handle. I have you , but you have to truly trust me with your every thing. I will Daddy! I will work on trusting you moving in your yes instead of  going against your no and my it is so. Well Daughter that's all I ask. Love you! Love you too Daddy.

* The following are scriptures used to write the prayer. They are listed as they appeared in the prayer:
Ps118:24, Ps27:13, Rom12:12, 2Cor4:17, Matt21:22, 2Cor10:5, Eph 4:22-23, 1Cor10:31, Heb11:6, and 2Cor4:18 EVS and NIV

I Can't Handle This!!!

Daddy on yesterday I got news that a friend that I love dearly was diagnosed with cancer. Daddy he is only in his 30's and so young and active. I just saw him two months ago and though he wasn't in his great happy moods he was in a good one. Daddy this is the fourth friend I have battling a disease that can cause them to die. I can't handle this. Seeing my friends how are my age struggling with illness they didn't even ask for. I can't handle the hospital visits any more or wondering will I be receiving the phone call that one of my friends has joined you in the heavenly sky. I can't Daddy!!! I Can't!!! Daughter... Daughter calm down. I hear your heart and not just your I can't! I understand that to see someone you love suffer in such a painful way with life schedule around drug dosage is hard for you. To know that they have to be in the hospital for long periods of times, or even in and out of the hospital for long periods of time is hard for you. To visit them and see the tubes, needles, vital signs, and lack of energy they have and weakness they display. I hate when my children have sick love ones. I do and I hate it worse when they pray for total healing and I take the love with me, and they are mad, angry, disappointed, and create a harden heart for me. I am. But here is what I need you to know this season for your friends is to build their faith and in me. To trust me. To let me do me! This season for you is the same. I know it hurts that I don't dismiss. But I told you in my word that you have the power to do greater works that my son did while he was there on earth. Now healing will not always take form the way you picture it. Sometimes my healing is to give them total rest in me. That means taking them from the earth and placing them in my presence permanently. Other times it means healing them right then and there to show someone that is by them that I am real. This is not about you or them. This is about me and in the end I will get the glory. I know that sounds selfish, but it's not daughter trust me. I do things that your mind will never understand. My plans always work out perfect even if you don't see the perfection of them. So start planning for the victory, shout for the healing, for I am about to manifest greatness in the mist of pain. I will create peace, in the mist of grief, and I will love you  and them through it. You are my Daughter what concerns your heart concerns me. I know that this is not easy for you and you feel you can't handle this, but daughter you can. I will NEVER put to much on you that I have not already prepared you to bear. I know you don't believe right now but I have equipped you for this moment. So daughter know this do you still think you can't handle this? Daddy, I am still a little shakey and I hear what you are saying. I know you have ever failed me and there is nothing to hard for you. I know that you delight in my heart desires. That you are a GOD of love, and you only want the best for your children and that your plan is perfect... But to see them go through hurts. Well Daughter don't hurt their going through is building them for my perfect plan. .... Daddy can you change my eyesight then? Because all I see is the pain for their illness. ... Yes daughter, for you I will do any thing. When I change your eyesight you will see the healing that will manifest. Don't look the outside. Look at what I am doing in the inside. See your flesh want's flesh manifested healing, well that's not true healing.Total healing comes when I am able to heal you from the inside out. If I heal your flesh and never your heart, you will end up back where you start. So daughter know that as you pray for your friends, like I know you will... for their healing... and total restoration....Know that I am healing them from the inside out...Know that total restoration is not allowing them to remain here on earth, but allowing them to rest in my arms. So when that day comes... and it will... Know that I will and would have prepared you for it. I love you daughter I will await your.... I can handle this!!! Because you can handle this, this is not big, this is just a season of trusting me more and focusing on who I am not what I can do. I love you daughter! I love you too Daddy.... I will be waiting... Ok

A Convicted Heart

Daddy at Bible Study the other night I got convicted about my heart. I found myself dealing with issues of things that I had prayed for, but the reaction to the manifestation of those things seem to yield a heart of ungratefulness. Daddy how did I get here. How did I get to a place where my heart has been tainted so that I become so ungrateful for the things I cried out to you about. Daddy Help me! Daughter you need help with your heart. How did you get here? You got here because you forgot how to use your prayers for my glory. I don't give you what you ask for, that you may use it for your glory and your purpose, I give you what you prayed for that I may be glorified. Well Daddy how do I get out of this. How do I get back to a place where my heart is ungrateful? Daddy before you answer that can I talk about another part of my heart. The part that responds to the provoking. The part that speak before thing that makes you become distant in your presence. Daughter, Daughter everything dealing with your heart can be solved by one example the example of the one that won it... My son David. Despite his response from provoking situations he was truly a man of my heart. Take heed to the words and prayer of his heart in Psalms 51:1-17:

 1 Have mercy on me, O God, according to your unfailing love according to your great compassion blot out my transgressions. 2 Wash away all my iniquity and cleanse me from my sin. 3 For I know my transgressions, and my sin is always before me. 4 Against you, you only, have I sinned and done what is evil in your sight; so you are right in your verdict and justified when you judge. 5  Surely I was sinful at birth,  sinful from the time my mother conceived me.6 Yet you desired faithfulness even in the womb; you taught me wisdom in that secret place. 7 Cleanse me with hyssop, and I will be clean; wash me, and I will be whiter than snow.8 Let me hear joy and gladness; let the bones you have crushed rejoice.9 Hide your face from my sins and blot out all my iniquity. 10 Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me.11 Do not cast me from your presence or take your Holy Spirit from me.12 Restore to me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me.13 Then I will teach transgressors your ways so that sinners will turn back to you. 14 Deliver me from the guilt of bloodshed, O God you who are God my Savior, and my tongue will sing of your righteousness.15 Open my lips, Lord,and my mouth will declare your praise.16 You do not delight in sacrifice, or I would bring it; you do not take pleasure in burnt offerings.17 My sacrifice, O God, is[b] a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart you, God, will not despise.

Daughter David got what I need from you and what your heart should look like. He realized the conviction that his heart had brought and how it displease me. Once you realize that your heart is the one thing that I want to win then you will not be easily be provoked by what this world has to over, spoke, or even presents to you. The words and actions of people will not offend your heart to reaction. You will understand that my love the unconditional love that I show to you will be able to give you the strength to respond in love and not in negative action. Daughter give me your heart, I will allow the conviction that you feel to be that of healing and not of disappointment. All I ever want is your broken spirit and a contrite heart that I can draw nigh to you. Daddy I get it! I understand that my heart is more value to you than even my life. Because life flows out my heart... The manifestation of my words, the willingness to be obedient to you, my purpose, my ability to be accessible to you is all in the ability to give you all of me... All of me is found in the heart of me. Daughter you got it... You realize that your heart is the foundation of how I operate in your. Your heart is the foundation of our relationship and once I capture that, I captured all of you.... Once you yield your heart to me, you only pursue the things of me. Daddy today I give you my heart. I know that this is something that I will have to do daily in order for you to use me. I lay on the alter of sacrifice to be the offering that you ask for and to yield only to your voice and instruction. Daughter I know this will not be an easy task, but one that will win my heart, usher you into my presence, hear my clearly, and open your eyes to the true purpose of your life. I love you daughter and I am so excited to accept your heart. Know that you are always on the forefront of my mind and my heart is always in love with you. Daddy thank you. No daughter, thank you!