The Three Cs

Good Morning Daddy! It's been a while since we had a breakfast date. So glad that you are always available to have breakfast with me no matter how I treat you with my time. (SMH). Daddy I have been thinking about some things that I thought were good and now that I look at them I see they weren't what I thought. I hear you daughter please go on and speak your soul... So Daddy I was looking at my life. I mean really looking at my life and how it is going. I don't feel the attacks of the enemy, things are flowing in my life like I desire, and I feel peace. Now Daddy I am thinking to myself this is a great thing I mean a peaceful thing. Then I ready a devotion that shock my peace. It said: "If you are at a place of rest, then you can guarantee that your life has become comfortable. If you are comfortable you can bet that you  have surely rest in the arms of contentment, and if you rest in contentment, then complacency is the wedding band you wear. If you are are experiencing these three Cs then rest assure you have cause yourself from not growing to another level. Never marry the three Cs just enjoy them in the moment of preparation for your new promotion." Daddy I read this thought over and over again trying to figure out why I kept getting this negative vibe. Then it dawn on me... I am married to the three Cs and I am not looking to grow. I like this place of peace, I like knowing what's going on, that I can control or at least be able to handle life now. Daddy I'm good. So I thought....Then I realize this is uncomfortable. Being comfortable is uncomfortable....Daddy how is this so. How can being comfortable, resting in peace, being secure that life is life, and being productive in my box, be bad?????? Daddy help me understand this..... Daughter it is truly simple. If you are comfortable where do we get the chance to have discussion like this. Comfort equals your will and leaves no room for my will, communicating with me, or even allow me to take you to another level of trust in our relationship. You begin to trust me where you want to trust me and you create a routine in our relationship. There is no room for my supernatural to manifest, I can't perform an miracles in your life, or grant you greater favor. When you become content you limited the anointing on your life. You say to me, Daddy that's enough I don't want to be refreshed, revived, or restored, don't make me over,  as a matter of fact the grace and mercy you give me daily is good enough, I don't particularly care for wisdom or even the fact that you want to use me outside of what I have already experience... I think my testimony is great as it is. I don't feel like I need to build the kingdom any more, I don't mind being selfish, I know it's not about me and someone is depending on me to get through this moment, but Daddy you can find someone else.  And daughter do you know that complacency is the key to an open door for the enemy. If you are complacent you say to me, Daddy thanks for the protection this is enough. I know you calm the storm in my life last time but I can handle this one on my own. You limit me  and our relationship. You will not be able to see how I can be Jehovah Jireh, (your provider)  Jehovah Nissi (your banner of victory), Jehovah Rapha (your healer),  and Jehovah Shalom (your peace)... You will never know me as "I AM." You say to me that the salvation of my son is good enough for you and you want no more to do with me. Conversations like this one is not necessary because I  can just read your word and get the answers, I don't need a relationship with you GOD. You say to me you don't want the intimacy we share, you want me to be Lord and  you Servant, nothing more or nothing less. Although your flesh dwells in the assurance of comfort, lives in the presence of contentment, and embraces complacency; these three Cs are unhealthy for your spirit man. They cause your spirit man to die and your flesh to rise, they open the opportunity  for the enemy to do whatever to you, whenever he wants to, and it is a no to my will and a yes to yours. So Daughter how do you feel about comfort, contentment,and complacency? Daddy not so good... Now daughter, know that I want you to experience comfort, but in me, I want you to be content that I am..."I AM" and that's greater than anything you could be, and complacent  in the fact that my son is the true access that you need to get to me, and my Holy Spirit has direct instructions for you to do the will that I desire for you daily. Daughter, now that you know what the three Cs can do to our relationship what do you choose? How comfortable, content, and complacent are you? Daddy I am not. I want to just dwell, rest, and be assure that you are my comfort, contentment, and I am secure that I will always be complacent with you...Because in reality there is no complacency in you... You are always creating something new. Daughter you are so right, and right now I'm about to create a new thing in you starting with your heart.... I love you and thank you for inviting me to breakfast, I always look forward to spending time with you. Hope we can do this more often.

Daddy

The Value of a Title and Name

Daddy what a privilege it is to be called Your daughter. I thought about the benefits of being an heir to your kingdom, how every morning I get to say good morning Daddy. How intimacy you want with me goes beyond my imagination and heart desires. That you breath life in me and give me new grace and mercy daily just to love me back to your heart. Daddy what an awesome joy it is to be identified as your child and given the title daughter. Daughter why stop at the title? Why be satisfied with the identity of child when you can be my heart. I never want you in the norm with me. I never want you to experience the biblical version of my presence. I want you to experience the personal experience of our relationship. The moments no one else has experienced with me. The moments that leave you wanting more me and less of you. Daughter I want to rock your world, turn it upside down that you desire nothing from it. That nothing in it temps you to leave my presence. So daughter are you ready to move from the title to the heart of your father? Daddy I'm ready for you and all your greatness. Great I can now prepare you for greater.

Losing Myself

Daddy I am losing myself... I'm losing my hearing...My vision seems foggy...My heart seems like it keeps lacking love...And to feel your touch seem like a distant memory. Daddy I am surrounded by a world that tells me to pray for someone is unethical... that I can't even have a moment of silence, because it's a waste of the company's time. Daddy I sit at my desk hearing problem after problem while dealing with my own personal problems... I have deadlines...projects...and this and that to do before I close my eyes and start the routine of life again....Daddy I am losing myself...I don't know if I am sad, happy, anxious, or just here...Daddy I try to make time for you... I have a routine...I have you in my schedule... But I think my schedule is getting caught up in something else...Daddy I am losing me...I want me back... Daughter, You are not losing yourself... you are losing me...You have allowed the world to influence your world  and you not allow my Holy Spirit and the love of my son influence your world. You can't be a light when you are full of darkness... or salt when you find yourself being bitter.... The world has you completing its task, but you are neglecting the task of my world...Now don't get me wrong I want you to complete your work and every assignment that your career requires, but come to me first for assistance....As a matter of fact you have your own private assistant that I give direct instructions to daily for you...Have you tried him? Have you even told him what you need... Do you even know him? My Holy Spirit... Have you asked him to help you? Have you calm yourself to hear his instructions from me. Have you ask my SON to love you as you give yourself to others? Have you given me the time I need to refuel you? You are lost daughter... But it's not because of your responsibilities, it's because you have not prioritized me first in your world. I can find you no matter how the world may bury you in their task of check lists. I can give you what you want and  need if you make me first. So daughter are you ready to be found? Are you ready to be restored to your proper place and position? Are you ready for the fool proof plan to never getting lost again? Yes, Daddy I'm ready... Well daughter give me your hand... rest in my arms... for I am about to make your task list consist of one thing... ME.....In me there is peace...rest for your soul... and passion to carry on through the storm of life...I have found you.

With infinite love and outstand peace,

Daddy

Perfect Purpose

Daddy I was having a conversation with some friends about purpose. As we talked I realize none of us had a solid purpose. We even sat down and made a list of things we are passionate bout and though my list was full theirs were empty or only consist of one thing. Now daddy these are educated women who speak with great words and can do great things and there we were looking at their list of few things. And as I looked at my list I realize it had no purpose. Daddy my list has no purpose!!!What a sad outcome... I list  the accomplishment I want to do in my life while here on earth and I realize none of them have purpose.... they are items to create a check list of what the world expects from me.... but it did not have you in it. Daddy my list has no purpose.... how could I create a list with no purpose????  How could I feel that my list had purpose in the first place? Where did I lose my purpose? Have I lost the definition of purpose? Daddy what is perfect purpose? How does it look and where do I go to find it? Daughter the world has tainted your vision, your thinking,  and your ability to find your purpose. You think purpose are great accomplishment that change the world around you and the one you live in. That is so far from the truth. Purpose is found in me. And it's not something you list, it's the things I equipped you for. It's my plan for you, the purpose I wake you up for. You have gotten caught up in listing things that you are not listening to the things I have planned for you. Every morning when you wake up I have already thought about you and planned your purpose.... but I wait for you to ask me this one question: "Daddy what do you have  purpose for me today?" The day you ask me that question is the day....I will give you your daily list of purpose. A list that changes daily, but the passion remains the same. The passion to do my will, to obey my word, to go my way. When you wrap yourself in that passion I will pour out your purpose. So dear daughter, are you ready to be drowned in my purpose for you? Overtaken by my passionate plan for you? Because I am ready to release it. I am ready to give you your perfect purpose.

With a loving heart for you,

Daddy

My Alabaster Box

Daddy I was reading in your word in the book of Matthew, chapter 26 about the woman who presented her Alabaster Box to Jesus as a token of worship. How the box itself was worth a lot of money, but the content she has inside was a price that even she should couldn't pay. How without question she open this box and poured out the content of perfume upon Jesus' head. Daddy I want to give you my Alabaster Box... Now the contents aren't precious perfumes that are worth a price I can't pay, but it is filled with my heart desires. The desires of things that not even I can't do without you. The desires of greatness, love, healing, compassion, passion, increase, harvest, dreams with the actions of visions. Father, my Alabaster Box is loaded with my happy ending, my fairy tale waiting to come true. It holds a peace that I can only dream of, a joy that is formed even during my bad days. Daddy here... My Alabaster Box is my will... It possess me...All of me...From the crown of my head to the sole of my feet... It holds the heart of my love.. my hurts... my beginnings...and ends for ME...Daddy my Alabaster Box holds my seeds....and the generations that will be produced through my seeds... Daddy my Alabaster Box is....... Daughter... your Alabaster Box seems more valuable than you think... It holds what I want...You!!! It lacks me though....Let me hold your Alabaster Box... Let me look inside it...Let me create a new Alabaster Box with my desires for you in it... What you house in it now, you have made up in your mind that you make come true with or without me, but I can give you a new Alabaster Box... One that houses my will and only the things that you can do with me. Do you know why that woman was able to pour the priceless perfumes onto the head of my son? Because she realized that the perfumes couldn't hold the value of the gift he could give to her....The gift of a new life with him for eternity....A peace that could surpass her own understanding, but manifest a love that is unconditional, along with the gift of wisdom. She didn't have to think about which perfume she would use or wait to use for that "special occasion," because this was the "special occasion" she had been waiting on. This was the moment she got to do something different... this was her moment to surrender all to me... Daddy.... through my son JESUS. She understood that surrendering all of her would give her the opportunity to experience the presence of me and dwell in my glory....Daughter I understand that your Alabaster Box possess the most intimate moments of your heart desires, but I have something that will put your heart desires to shame...ME! My son living in your heart, my holy spirit dwelling and speaking to you daily... guiding you into my will and out yours. I have an Alabaster Box to give you....Will exchange it for yours? Will accept my Alabaster Box and treasure it like you did yours, that I may move in you? Will you take it daughter? Will you?  With great love and waiting in expectation for you to answer.... Love Daddy!

The Touch

Daddy I was just reading the story of Jeremiah and I realize that I'm not alone...but I also realize the setup. I mean Jeremiah was a young boy when you called him to be a prophet to the nations...and when you called him he remind you of his age. Daddy I remember when that use to be my excuse, but now I it's not. Then he went on to say he couldn't speak. I truly can a test to this Daddy, because there are times when I want to sound intelligent like the world expects, but the words aren't there...I want to you proper grammar, be politically correct, having the security and confidence that I am reaching nations with my creative vocabulary.... Daddy I want to speak rhymes of thought, words that trigger challenges of the heart....pray prayers that create an atmosphere of healing and restoration.... Daddy I want that mindblowing  speech... Daddy can you give me the words....Daughter I could.... I could give the words and more...but just like I told Jeremiah, I called you before you were even thought of and formed into your mother's womb... to my destine... If I wanted you to speak with elegance I would have given you the words to do so... I called you... not because you were equipped, but because you weren't equipped  for the task and destination I have planned for you. When I knew you I created an atmosphere for you to be placed in. It's not by happen stance  that I placed you in your family, or who your parents are, or even your career status. I knew you; therefore, I placed you in the position  to depend on me... to set an atmosphere for my a touch. So daughter stand still... let me touch your heart that you may love like me...let me touch your eye that you can examine the spiritual things going on in your life...let me touch your mouth that only life can be produced from it...let me touch your ears that you clearly hear my voice...let me touch your mind that you can think only with faith actions...and let me touch your body, that you may experience holistic healing.... Remember one touch from me can set you free and create passion to be obedient to me...Daughter let me touch you...  Love forever Daddy

Ear Drops

 So after the revelation from Sunday the Holy Spirit has been on talk mode while I was on silent. For the next 60 days I will dedicating myself to hear from God....Before my 60 days started I prayed for God to speak loud and clear... Well let's just say GOD answered my prayers and gave me... Ear drops. Let me tell you what eat drops do... They take the fluid that is in your ear and push it out. I know that sounds simply.... but like anything that use to make you feel better, the ear drops come with instructions and different forms....Some forms can cause your hearing to become worst if done in ample amounts. For instance... If you use too many ear drops this  will cause more fluid to build in your ear causing your hearing to get worst. This form is usually found in the mist of the influence of people on your life who speak negatively in your into your life... If you use too little you cause the process to be slow and tidies. This form of use is usually the result of your timing....Today GOD it's me and you... GOD I got to do this...that... and the other.... Ooh but if you use the right amount you can hear with clarity and ease....We call this form obedience... this form produces faith, favor, trust, the ability to press, push, and experience the peace and joy of GOD.... Can I tell you GOD prescribed me some ear drops, and I use them as directed and I can hear. Yes! I thought putting a lot of drops in ear would speed up the process but... I stop putting too many in because I couldn't take the fluid and muffling sound, plus the process was still slow.. I never put to little because I always wanted progress. So in obedience I choose the GOD instructions, his word.... and his voice became clear....So if the voice of God is muffled to you or faint ask for some spiritual ear drops...they work.... P.S. there are eye drops too.

Prayer: Daddy thank you for the ability to hear your voice and the ear drops of your Holy Spirit that speak to us, pushing away the thing that causes blockage to Your voice and instructions. In Jesus name. Amen

The Revelation

Today while driving home from prayer I got convicted by the Holy Spirit. And all I can say is ouch. I was driving thinking bout some things I have really been praying for... and The Holy Spirit said to me what if it ain’t time... I was like what. I had a conversation earlier with GOD bout my healing and the anxiety I w...as feeling. And he was like what if it ain’t time.... I know that’s not right English. But question... what if it isn’t (for the proper saints...lol) time? What if it ain’t time to get married, have the babies, move into the house, or even get healed???? That’s deep... what if your prayers aren’t been answered cause you really don’t trust GOD you just say you do... I know... I know you saying girl I trust GOD... ok... you do let me see... have in the mist doing what the doctors said, ask GOD what he needs you to do in order that you get in the proper position to accept and receive the manifestation of your prayer with clarity and understanding??? Or you saying GOD thank you... do some praise and worship... and do what you think should be done until GOD manifested the prayer.??? It’s so amazing that we go to the doctor we listen to his diagnoses, we get the prescription filled, we change our lifestyle, and we make an follow up appointment.... but when it comes to GOD we ask... we praise, worship, say thanks, and then do our own thing to speed up the process... no follow up or nothing.... just the question GOD where are you.... He is waiting for you to ask and follow instructions.... stop saying GOD I trust you without a follow up...(ouch). You may not be able to get married cause you haven’t truly married GOD... You may not see your physically healing, cause you don’t wait to address your spiritual... you may not see the seeds of your womb because you haven’t taken care of the spiritual seeds GOD has given you.... (ouch...) You are so stuck on time and following the instructions of the world that you causing your own delay through your self afflictions... you taking matters in your hand without GOD instructions, will equal the disappoints that hunt you from your past... and the blame you keep in present, that spills into your future (MAY GOD TODAY)now please know I am preaching to myself cause everything I list... I desire, prayed for, cried about, and even gotten but end up getting hurt by... so know that the conviction is first hand... I'mpraying for everyone that reads this... to evaluate the tactics of their faith and trust in GOD... cause I know I am....

Prayer: Daddy you are so awesome, that you are willing to give us the desires of our heart if we just ask... but not only that you are willing and able to give us clear instructions on how to see, obtain, and multiple the manifestation of each prayer we pray with wisdom, clarity, and understanding... that we may not do our “what we think or know how",” but simply ask you what are the next steps... we have cause our own self affliction doing it our way... so Daddy we ask that you forgive us.... open ears and heart to be bold enough to do what you say and ask of us... Daddy help us not to create a routine of obedience with you, but a passion to be obedient to you... Jesus name. Amen

A Stubborn Daughter

Daddy today I read a quote that truly describe how I feel. It simply said.... “Father I feel like you have became foe, rather than a friend, because my heart seems more heavy than light... but no matter how I feel I will stubbornly rest myself in your arms until.... So what are you going to do Daddy now that I have submitted myself to you? Daddy today I’m stubbornly coming into your presence, be...cause I realize how I feel is not the reality of what you called me to be or where I should be. Daddy I realize that you choose me first. And being chosen causes me to stick out and no matter what I decide your will, will always override it. Daddy it hurts.... And I am sure Jesus can understand that this world is not receptive to those that are different, those that don’t fit into their mode. Daddy how can I be for you and live in this world with the abundant life Jesus says I can find in him, because I am in him? How do I adjust to the loneliness of not being able to do xyz and still have joy while other enjoy the xyz I long for. How do I smile while being judge by the crowds. When other think I have a mask... how do I explain to them I am not wearing a mask just learning how to trust you with my hurt? That I act ok because you said you would handle it...that I act as though it’s not a big deal cause you are healing it... that I want to speak my hurt with joy, because I know it’s my testimony not my earthly story. It makes me better, build charter, and adds to my track list with you... How daddy do I say Daddy has me ... I am trying to trust the process??? How daddy do I say I am facing the facts and building my faith by laying it down at your feet??? It hurts, you know. Daughter why overwhelm yourself with things you can’t control? Why become frustrated with a plan that is meant to grow you. I have called you out. Yes I choose you... I have called you to be apart of a generation of priesthood, a nation that’s Holy. My son suffered ever cost I knew you would have to pay by being in this world. If you will be the salt of the earth and allow your light to shine on the hill...this world will conform to my will and you can see the abundant life that my son promise you with his life. The day you establish yourself in me and my word no longer will it be promises it will become establish facts. Don’t worry bout this world and it’s thoughts towards you nor the thoughts of those connected or around you. I am calling you to a new thing, helping you to become anew... where you going your old mindset can’t take you, so what others think is a mask is actually a veil that I have covered you with. Your loneliness is not what it seems, it’s actually me trying to develop a consistent relationship with you. I want all of you... my heart desire is that you sing to me every morning this simply song...” Daddy give you, everything else can wait.” I will wait for you... I will I will...My Daughter, my heart.

You Will Not Drown

When you go through deep waters and great trouble, I will be with you. When you go through rivers of difficulty, you will not drown!---Isaiah 43:2

So many times life itself can drown you in problems.. If it's not bills....it's family...finances...the house....children...spouse...the list can go on and on....but rest assure that in the mist of feeling beyond overwhelmed......Daddy will not only lift up a standard but he will teach you how to swim, conquer, experience his glory, and understand victory in him... so don't try to swim and worry.... the weight of worry will not drown you, but it will cause you to become blind to seeing THE LIFE SAVER.

Prayer: Daddy the things of life can seem so heavy that it seems like we are drowning in life and that we can't get to a place of safety or even catch a break... but in those moments Daddy remind us that you are our forage... that you will lift up a standard and command the sea of life, the wave of destruction, and the rocking of doubt to cease and your peace that surpasses our understand will take place and over take us like the wind that blow to and fro. Thank you Daddy in you we have victory and that you are our personal lifesaver! In Jesus Name! Amen

I will

I will take you as my own people, and I will be your God. Then you will know that I am the Lord your God, who brought you out from under the yoke of the Egyptians.---Exodus6:7

What are you willing to do? It's amazing that when "I will" is found in the Bible it's an action of obedience or promise.

So I will go to the leaders and speak to them; surely they know the way of the Lord, the requirements of their God.” But with one accord they too had broken off the yoke and torn off the bonds.---Jeremiah5:5

See obedience... But is the "I will" you are speaking out your mouth? For me, my "I will" is... "LORD, I will if you"... are you like me? Do you have an “if” in your spirit at times when it comes to doing something that's uncomfortable to you or out your norm... “GOD I will if....”you give me a sign that I should... “Daddy I will if”.... you just let me get through this one thing or do this one thing....

Our "I will" should be pure with no apprehensions, fear of failure, disappoint, or doubt...but sometimes our "I will" causes us to be in a position of discomfort, one that leads to a place of questioning, and conversation that is unproductive. We need to recognize that this is not the “I will” of the father, but the “I will” of the enemy.... The “I will” of the enemy looks like that of GOD's “I will,” but it followed by negative thinking, speaking, and even seeing. To know the difference and act in the “I will” of the father one must stay in close connection with him. Reading his word, speaking his life, and truly trusting him with a heart of obedience and love.

Prayer: Father “We Will” not because it's right, not because we can, but because it pleases your heart that we do. “We Will,” because you have called us to a place that we are equipped for the will you have assigned us to. We know that say “We Will,” is simply a yes to you, your word, will, and way. So Daddy we say “YES We Will!” YES WE WILL!!! Daddy we know there is power in our yes. Our “Yes We Will” opens doors, ushers in your presence, bring wholeness to our lives, releases your glory, brings your honor, and empowers us to conquer every attack, assignment, and ambush of the enemy... Thank you Daddy for reminding us that “we will” upgrades us to another level in you. In JESUS name we PRAY and GIVE THANKS! AMEN

Let's Stay Together

Daddy I sing to you: All that I have needed Thou has provided, great is thou faithfulness, LORD to me! Daddy to know that your faithfulness never fails brings me a joy that my heart has never know. To live at presence of your faithfulness allow me to walk with confidence in knowing that I have value when the world tells me that my value no longer exist. Thank you Daddy in letting me know that  there is nothing I can do to lose your faithfulness towards me. Thank you for letting me know that your faithfulness is not based on my obedience, love, conversation, actions, words, or even works. It's based on your love, and the obedience, love, conversation, actions, words, and works that I do take me to another level in you and your faithfulness. Daddy man has hurt me so many times with his love, words, works, actions, and even his own desire and will,  Daddy it's a relief to know that in the mist of their  actions of hurting me, you will heal me, restore me, revive me, and finally make me a new. You make all things new Daddy. Everything that I thought I lost in investing in the heart of man and the desire of fulfilling my needs and dreams, you give back to me in your timing, with greater value. You teach me lesson of your unconditional love, the permission of your promises, the greatness of your grace, the submission of your mercy, the comfort of your joy, and the productivity of your peace. Daddy thank you for being who you are. Daughter you are all that I need to get by... My love song for you today as I sing over you, is I'm so love with you...I want to spend eternal life  with you...since we been together...loving you forever is what I want to do...Let me be the one you coming running to.... I will never be untrue... Daughter let's stay together... Loving you whether times are good, bad, happy or sad … I want us to stay together because I am not going any where.. I am here to love you and be with you until you and I are together in eternity... I will love you beyond the love you know, carry you beyond the limits you are use to... protect you from danger you are unaware of... You are truly Daddy's Girl...
Love Daddy

The heart of a daughter

Daddy..flood me with your love...because I am over flooded with thoughts of doubt...disappointment...despair...depression...destruction...disagreement with your timing... Daddy over power me with your grace...because the words of this world and those I call family...friend...foe...are over taking my heart to the point that I am believing them...I am conforming to them....acting in them...making them part of my character... instead of agreeing to your world.... Daddy cover me in the blood of your son JESUS...because the enemy thinks I am not protected by you... he keeps throwing his dark arrows of destruction in my life...seem like just when I grow in my faith with you..I got my head above the waters...when I trust my anchor that is in and ready to walk on water in the mist of the storm...with my eyes on you...my mind focused on your word....here comes the enemy...telling me it's not worth it....he tells me to look back...not forward...every shoulda, coulda, woulda comes to the fore front of my mind....I start to focus on what I could have...should have...would have done to make the situation better...how I could have avoided the judgement...the heartache...the whispers of how I am...this...that... and other...How I am not of valued...how I brought this on myself... how it's my fault...I how I ruin this....that...and the other with my decisions....how I can't...would...will not...be loved again by them or anyone else....Daddy the guilt of my past continues to haunt me every now and then and when it comes.. it comes like a stormy night with lightening and thunder...like a tornado...like a hurricane...destroying the beauty of my love for you....and I find myself looking in the mirror...not wanting to be here...not feeling your love...your presence...your grace or mercy...yearning for your joy...searching for your peace....awaiting to hear your voice...Daddy do you understand my heart and the hurt that comes with it...Daddy can you see what's effecting me and how to get me out???? Daddy... (on my knees, with tears in my eyes) Daddy...love me back to you...over flood me...I need you...Daughter...Look up at me...my presence will never fail you....even when you don't feel me...hear me...or lose sight of me... I AM HERE....This world presents temporary things in a permanent vision...but know that the only think permanent is what I promise you...as for your past...I have no recollection of it...The only thing I can call back to is your need for me...I give you new grace and mercy so that your past can be erased...I know you need the love, care, and relationship with those you give the title family, friend, and even foe...because I built you for relationship...but don't get caught up in them...just like your life they have a purpose that is ever changing and though they hold value to you and have the power to destroy you if want....that power can only manifest if you allow it...The enemy can use people to get to you..get you off focus..and keep you away from your destiny...but know this...I have giving you victory over them.... and him...Every assignment, attach, and ambush he meant for your good is the turn around path and opportunity for my grace, love, joy, miracle, and peace. Don't get caught up in what he is doing get caught up in my love...presence...grace...mercy...peace...and joy...I LOVE YOU and that's all that matters...nothing in this world has value....but our relationship...Stay focus... my plan has purpose, your life has value to me, your heart can be restored, renewed, and you can love again and do it through me...Daddy not only loves you...he hears you and understand...I AM WORKING!

Daddy...You...

Daddy..You are so awesome.. you love despite how I love..you cover even when I do what I feel is right...you speak even when I don't listen...You continue to be my daddy even when I deny you in the mist of my anger... Daddy there are no words to describe the security your give me.. When I think over...you remind me it's not over...When I see the word finish, your see beginning... Where I see failure.. you see success... Where I see hopelessness...you see the opportunity to show up and out... Your timing always seem off to me...because when we speak in the mist of my crisis I expect you to move right then, but you have taught me that your silence is my opportunity to enjoy your presence and trust you as my daddy... So daddy.. thank you..even when I feel like you are not coming to my rescue.... you have already made a way out of no way.. you have become my Jehovah shalom, Jehovah Jiere, Jehovah Rophe...in summary you takeover, while I bask in the knowing of your fathership to me....Your wisdom manifests, while my faith grows.... and I take the position of child and not grownup......Daddy...Why do you do so much greatness for me after I have done so much wrongness towards you??? Daughter...unlike the world you live in my love for you is not contingent on the actions you show towards me, or even the investment your make in me...My love is unconditional and is always waiting to cover you...protect you... provide for you..live in you...My love for you is just that..MY LOVE FOR YOU... I realize none of my children are alike...therefore, my love for you is personalized...I know there are times that you need to know that I am there with signs and wonders...there are times when you need to hear my voice and know that I am near...there are other times that you need me to listen to your heart and be silent in my movement...but whatever and whenever your need me I am and will be that just for you....I never want to lose you...I paid to much to get you back to let you go with ease....So I will be who you need me to be, when you need me to be it.....but my plan will always lead you to a place of growth, grace, mercy, love, joy, peace, and a better relationship with each other...So thanks for the praise...and making YOUR DADDY feel valuable... I always like it when you remind me what I am to you...You are always and will forever be my most valued treasure...The world may want to give you a price value...But to me your are my priceless jewel...the apple of my eye....the person I desire to hear from daily....you are....Who I am.....GREAT! ---Love Daddy!

I am not....

Daddy.. I am not ready... I am not equipped to handle this... Why did you even call me to this... This is not for me... I'm not comfortable... I feel like you are distant... Daddy...Daddy... Daddy!!! Daddy...are you truly sure you want me to do this? I know I said yes and all... I know I told you I was available to you... But this... This is to much for me...I...I...(in tears)....Daddy HELP me!!!! Daughter the world has made you blind to my vision...Let me adjust your sight...There.. Daughter...have you forgotten...I live inside you....I created you... I never called you to the purposes you are comfortable with... I called you to the assignments that cause you to grow.. the ones that make you feel helpless... so you can know that it's not by your strength, but mines that you complete the task...I never told you that our relationship would be easy...that living for me will always be a reward of my glory and presence....I told you that I would never leave you or forsake you... that my love is ever ending... it has no limits....I never told you that you would be equipped..I told you to be obedient...I never told you that you wouldn't have to lose in order to win...I told you to show up to the battle that I may get the glory....What you consider a lost is a win for me... what you consider a win is a blockage to my next step in your life...Don't focus on the process, rejoice in the fact that you are progressing...Love me...seek me... obey me...ask the Holy Spirit for guidance...open your heart for the assignment...desire my glory....lay in my presence....I know it seems like a hopeless task...that everyone has left you high and dry...that you have invest in everything and everyone, but no one seems to be around when you need the investment back....I know this is not the place of joy for you...but take heart in my peace...stand in your faith...be confident in my boldness...hold fast to my promises...Since my word will not return to me voided...like man's....Let go of your familiar...and get comfortable with my unfamiliar...I have a customized path created with your name on it....all you have to do is step on the road and I will help you with the rest...You are ready...because you Simply said "YES!" Your yes...simply activated my will for your life...my ways for your action...and my word for you instructions...Just go with the flow and watch Daddy work... I will never let you down, because you represent me and nothing about me says failure...---Take a breath, Daddy has you...

I AM

IF you never do another thing in my life.... you have done more than enough... words can't describe your works.....But daddy this moment I am having....makes me wonder can you do another thing else in my life...I mean can you truly turn it around....bring about the changes I need???? Daughter: I AM!!! I am the way to the light in the mist of your dark situation. I AM the peace in the mist of the chaos. I AM the joy that the world deserves, but can't describe. I AM the favor that opens and closes the doors that are need for my plan for your life.... I AM Alpha and Omega. I know how the situation begin and I know the benefits of it ending. I even know the middle and what it is taking so long. So never wonder if I can or when... Praise me that you know.... You know that I can deliver you into the place of your desire... that there is not a want or need of yours that I have not considered or handled.... Know that my track record with you is consistent... Add to that my personal promises to you... The situation you in right now is just that a situation.... It's not your whole life story, neither is it permanent... It is a season of pure growth and promotion and the longer you see it to be everlasting... the longer you will be in it... This is not a 40 day journey...It is only meant to be a seasonal beginning, but I am a gentleman and I will wait on you to seek me to give you the wisdom to see it my way. Hold tight it's not over, it's not finish..........it's truly a beginning. ...PROMISE... IT all has a purpose.. --Father daughter conversation.

Deeper

Draw me deeper...closer....near to your heart... For it's the only place where I know love has no limit and no conditions need to be meet. There are no hidden agendas with you... I am not waiting for a destructive aftermath....a slap in the face... a disappointing moment. I want to know your heart....as a matter of fact...exchange my heart for yours...because the one I posses has to many cracks in it... It's broken...beaten...bruise...battered, but I know you can make it new...Show me how to love like you...remove my past love experiences, that I will not hold anyone accountable to what my past tried to create my heart to be. Destroy the enemy's plans, assignments, and ambushes to make my hard harden... his plan to destroy my ideology of love and a healthy relationship. Remind me what you called me to be and not what I am comfortable being or equipped to do. You are my DADDY I am your DAUGHTER.. Help me look like you again...-Conversation with Daddy

The Edge

It's there.. Right there.. you are the very edge... keep walking....look straight ahead... no don't listen to that...they don't know, they will never understand...I know they keep talking about you... they talking about the situation... they waiting on you to fold...but someone is waiting on you to see your victory... you are the standard... you are the example....it's not the worth the worry, stress, the defense, the forfeit of MY PLAN for your life... you are bigger than this....you can... you will, heal from this trust me...Let your heart not be troubled, my joy is waiting to meet your exceptions, my grace is ready to forgive you, my love is ready to comfort you, my peace is ready to bring your rest, and my glory is ready to overtake you. You can ...because I AM!!! ---Your DADDY

No Defense...No Dialogue...No Distractions

Daddy I have to defend myself... I am tired of them talking about me.. They don't know.. they weren't there....why they just can't accept my decision...why do I feel the need to please them...Daddy... I gotta keep talking about it,....It still bothers me... I know I forgave, he/she, them, they....I know you told me to let go... but how??? I have to have dialogue with someone about it... UGH!!! Do I have to talk about it always... YES...I need to talk about it Daddy....it makes me analyze what I need to not do the next time... what I need look for the next time...I am distracted Daddy... by what the world has to offer.. what goals I have to accomplish... the need to fit in...to show that I can...I did it DADDY!!!... I am distracted, by what I haven't accomplished...it should have been done about 5 years ago...see here is the date in my journal... age 25.. married...26...practice in place....27....pregnant with 1st baby... see daddy (pointing at journal notes)...it's right here...DADDY!!!! Daughter calm down... there is no need for a defense when I am your standard...They have no power on how my plan for your life will turn out... they don't know the value of your testimony.. they don't understand what I am doing through you... No need to defend what YOU Don't even know... You don't know my plan... you can't even think like I do.. We on to total different pages... Stop defending yourself and find yourself in me and take refuge in what I have said in my word and watch me protect you....So you feel the need to talk about it? Analyze what you did and did not do? Daughter why continue to talk about your past when I am presenting you with a new presence every morning I breath life into you???...what is there to talk about, but my promises and word? Nothing!!! What's done is done.. what's said is said... but the conversation you need to have is not with yourself, but me... I am listening.. I have the answers... no need to analyze when I have the answered...You need someone to talk to.... you need to have meaningful dialogue and I have the right person to have it with.. ME!!! My Holy Spirit is speaking too... This world has nothing to offer you... what I possess for you is priceless and to get distracted with this world over my word is not what I called you to. I know you have heart desires that seem like that are simple and easy to accomplish... I know that you have things plan and written down. And yes I told you in my word to write the vision and make it plain... But never once did i give you a timeline. Time is something that I am never worried about.. I control it.. I know what "Perfect Time" looks like. Yes your list has value to me, because it's your heart desires, but the time you have set to accomplish them has no value. As a matter of fact it sets limits, valueless standards, and leaves no room for me to take you beyond what you have set... So stop being distracted with what this world has to offer and become distracted with my word...my presence...my peace..my joy...my personal promises to you...my plan for your life...my victory...my voice...my guidance and leadership in your life...be distracted with growing my kingdom..telling someone about me...you have so much more to be distracted with besides "this list" you have created which has place you in a comfortable box...which creates a blockage to my glory and voice... so let it go I got you...So today no need have defense, dialogue, or distractions when I am your DADDY!!! With Great expectation for us---Daddy

Seasons

This is not the season for you to... walk away from your dream... give up on your faith...drag your feet when following my instructions.....This is not the season to stop laughing...hold back tears....look back...not express your feelings, hurt, heart, or become content....This is the season for you to know victory... feel my presence...move in obedience...Love where you going and not where you are....This is the season to say hello... to the uncomfortable things... and good-bye to your comfort. This is the season to call me... Daddy and not just your GOD! This is the season to look at what I am doing not what I have done...I created a track record with you... to earn your trust.... I do things continuously to show you that I am not a man and I will not lie to you.... My personal promises to you don't work on your timing, but mines. What you call an hour is a day to me and what you call a minute is an hour to me....What you classify as a year is years to me....So know that we are not on the same time schedule, but my schedule is always on time...Stop meditating on my time and meditate on my presence and what I called you to do. I am developing gifts in your that are not for your personal use, but my use and kingdom... so they will never work every time you need them... This is my heart for you... that you know eternal life, that you love me unconditionally like I love you, and that you share that love with those around you (even the ones you don't like or labeled enemy)....that you always yearn to draw close to me....and ALWAYS operate in my instructions (MY WILL). Stay focus in me and watch me move things you didn't want to say good-bye to be a benefit for you and not a disappointment. ---Love you today and always DADDY